I may not be as evolved as I believe
It's probably something I do to provide relief
I'm not scared of losing you
I've already lost
My ability to speak to you is nonexistent
And your willingness to speak to me... your heart just isn't in it
You say you love me & I know that it's true
But I wish we were the same 2
When our love for each other was undeniable
And there was trust that wasn't so fragile
I hate leaving this on a bad note...
My instinct is to look for a scapegoat
But that's not me anymore & that's for the better.
I need to stop this and focus on this write.
