I don't like her, never have, never will. The fact that she is friends with Lauren Hunt makes me despise her even more. She has had an attitude with me since day one. I can tell she doesn't like me either, it's written all over her face. But honestly, I don't care. It just gives me a reason to watch her...like a hawk. I've seen the evil looks she's given me behind my back, that's one of the many reasons I work so hard to make her mad...because it's fun. I bet sometimes when I have to repeatedly every now and then tell her to leave when I'm in there,mimics me while she's leaving the room. I swear, she has no respect,I bet she doesn't even have another life besides being by her best friend's side all the time and constantly. Although I've seen her eyeing our faculties new doctor,but I think he's way out of her league.
Which now that I think about it he's kinda cute.... no,no,no,remember Addie you can't have a boyfriend who isn't like you...I remember the last time that happened when I brought the last boyfriend to my father at home and when he found out he was human, he got his head bit off by an enormous unliving creature.
Enough thinking back to work I tell myself,I have other patients....awww shoot. "Yes Marshall,what could you possibly need at 3'am in the morning?" "Well I need you and that's pretty much it.... "Look, Marshall I've done told you im not interested and that I don't need a man in my life right now,"said Addie.
"Maybe,maybe not,but I can tell your a little interested in me and there's no way to hide it Addie... you know I want you and once I'm out of this hospital... I'm gone,"said Marshall. "Then go, there's the door, I've seen on your records that your good to go. There's plenty of other people that need this room and bed more than you do. I don't see why your being so selfish, you like to hurt yourself just so you can see me.
You want me to just stand here and act like I'm taking care of you when really all we do is discuss how you will never be good enough for me. How everytime you see me you try to flatter me with romantic like compliments... Not all the time my dear, I will have you someday,all to myself and we will live happily ever after,"interrupted Marshall. You see everytime I come here your not always my nurse, and if I ask for you its because I love to see your beautiful perfection and hear your magnificent voice. It makes me feel like I'm loved and cared for when your around. I'm only one man falling for a woman that's playing hard to get. Believe me,when I fell for you, I fell hard. No doubt about that it's obvious... I'm in love with you Addie, please love me back,please feel the same way towards me the way I feel about you.
"There's no way that we will possibly ever work,and I've been through this kinda stuff before.
I've learned my lesson from past relationships and I've learned to deal with the fact that I don't need a man to take care of me... I don't need anyone to take care of me I'm fine with the way my life is right now, so just forget it Marshall. We aren't going to happen and we aren't going to work,"said Addie.
"So don't waste any time on me anymore Marshall,it's not fair.
Don't waste anymore of your unwanted time here for some woman that doesn't feel the same way as you do. It's not right, and you just don't understand,"said Addie.
With that Addie turned around and walked out of the room like nothing ever happened,I tried to hold it in, I tried to pull myself together before someone realizes that I was crying. I tried to hide the side of me that showed I cared, about anything,let alone anyone.
I knew if I got too close to anybody it would only hurt the people that are most close or just hurt someone's feelings really bad. I know one thing for sure.... I can't let anybody know that at any moment I could completely break and burst out into full tears and anger. I'm most vulnerable right now,at any moment anything could get to me right now. Gosh I haven't looked at myself in a mirror in weeks I don't know what I look like,I don't know what people see....and yet here I am in the faculty bathroom looking at myself in the bathroom and....
