my mate is a human

the talk..

Angela's p.o.v.

oh shit

i got up and niall got up

"in private?" ashton said looking at niall. i turn around and look at niall

"its okay i love you" i said grabbing his hand

"i love you to" he kissed me and i gave him a hug

"oh if it mar wakes up tell her im talking with angela" ashton said to niall and he nodded. We walked up stairs and walked into his room. I sat on the bed and he was standing there looking at me.The cheerleader costume had long sleeves so i pulled them down a bit

"so?" he said crossing his arms

"so uhm what?" asking like i didn't know

"don't act dumb okay?why do you have a tattoo and a piercing?" he said walking closer

"okay, I got this tattoo because i missed you alot, I got it when mom and dad were still alive they gave me permission because they knew how much you ment to me. We were twins i missed our twin moments and everytime we would go somewhere together it was fun." i told him with tears in my eyes. i raised up my sleeve and he stared at it in dissbelieve "I got it a couple days before u left and then when i got out of that crazy faze i was scared of people telling me things about it like, You were crazy, or why would you do that? So, after i had it uncovered for about three days i started covering it with sleeves and make-up so yeah." i said looking at it. He didn't say anything for a couple minutes,it was quiet you can hear a pin drop.

"wow..uhm.. I know its not your first tattoo but the story.." he said looking at me with watery eyes "do you still have?" he said raising up his left sleeve I nodded and raised up my left sleeve we looked at our matching tattoo they said irwin twins in cursive.

"remember when we got these?" he said laughing remembering that day

"yeah we had a crazy idea and got them, when we came back mom and dad were pissed but, we spent the rest of the day watching movies" i said laughing but then remembering mom and dad i started to cry and ashton hugged me. We cried for a while in each others arms.

"angela? what did you mean when no one knew the real truth about mom and dad?" he asked sitting me up. okay its time to say it out loud

"okay, when dad killed him self he left me and mom cards, it said that he wanted to be with you but since your here he killed himself for nothing. Thats why i was mad when you were here. Mom on the other story she went crazy she first lost you then dad. Mom got addicted to drugs everyday she would come home drunk and abuse me and blame me for everything.One day she stabbed me in my stomach and left me this scar the neighbor heard screaming and called the police. Later they told me she died of to much drugs." i said showing him the scar. he traced over. it with his hand

"wow i am so sorry i wasn't there for you! this is all my fault" he started to cry and i hugged him.

"its okay it already happened"i said while rubbing his head

"so what's the deal with the piercing?" he said looking at me

"oh uhm when me and luke dated and we broke up i changed i thought it looked hot on him so i got one" i said looking away

"wait" he said sitting up "I remember when you dated luke i found out and almost beat him up.I thought you liked niall backed then" he said laughing. I got a pillow and threw it at him

"shut up! and you never really introduced me to one direction so i never really knew niall just a bit but i never thought he liked someone like me" i said looking at him