Love is a death

chapter 9

𝘿𝙞𝙨𝙘𝙡𝙖𝙞𝙢𝙚𝙧!!!

This work contains psychological problems, issues, traumas, and other else.
It also contains sadistic elements involving: sexual assaults, gore killing, mental abuse and other else.
Please be aware.

I dreamed about that thing again, Same scenario, same place, same lines, same feeling.
I dream that my mother shouted me to run, I was kidnapped with someone but i can't remember him. Everytime i dream, it feels like it's gonna happen. I'm scared that someone who i love will die.
Ever since me and yuan had our toxic relationship, this started. I hear those sounds. Fire, water drops, voices, screams, heart beat, darkness. All these sound and feeling, it scares me so bad that i will always woke up crying, my hands cold, trembling, and scared.
And that happened right now while jake is sleeping beside me. I don't know what happened, but all i can feel is warmth on my body. It feels like im being tucked by my mother.
It's so warm that it made me calm and fall asleep. I slept.

𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙖 𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝
0𝚑𝚒𝚔𝚊𝚛𝚒6

I woke up, it's Saturday morning. I looked to my side, jake wasn't here. Did he already leaved?
After that, i went downstairs. When i arrived, i hear someone's cooking. "Mom, what's breakfast?" I asked, Nobody answered. "Mom?" I asked again, worried. Jake showed up from the kitchen. "Your mother already left, so i cooked breakfast for you." Jake said to me. "Did she asked you to cook for me?!" Kyle embarrassingly said. "No, I'm the one who actually request for it." Jake replied and smiled. I blushed, he cooked for me? He went back to the kitchen, i can smell a sweet aroma of soup so i followed him. I look at the stove and he noticed me. "What are you cooking?" I asked while smiled. He stir the dish. "You're favorite." Jake replied with a smile. I blushed and wonder what does he mean? "My favorite?" I said confused. "Sinigang right?" Jake said. "How did you know?" Kyle asked.
"Your mom told me." Jake answered.
How far did my mother told jake about me?
Did he also knows my favorite color? Screw you mom. Jake turned, "wait for a few minutes it's almost done." Jake said. He sat on the chair, and he pointed his hand to the other seat wishing me to sit beside him. I followed what he wished and sat. After 3 minutes, jake stood up and see if the dish is done. He turned off the stove and took a bowl. He poured the food onto the bowl and placed it on the table. He removed his apron and sat on the dining table. "Shall we eat?" Jake said. "Is this delicious?" Kyle asked. Jake grinned, he was kinda annoyed. "Of course it is, how can a son of a vice president can't cook delicious foods?" Jake confidently said praising himself. "Let's see mr perfectionist." Kyle smirked and tasted the food.
"Hmm good enough. No in fact, it is delicious." Kyle said. "Just eat up." Jake said.
They both eat the traditional famous dishes in the Philippines called "sinigang".

After they eat, jake is going to leaved.
"I need to go now, goodbye kyle." Jake said.
"Go on, goodbye! By the way, thanks for the food. It's so delicious." Kyle's gratitude.
"Ha, it's nothing. Alright I'm leaving." Jake said and open the door and walked outside.
He climbed to his car and left and waved at kyle.
Kyle waved back and closed the door.
"Damn, I'm feeling good right now. Weekends are always the best." Kyle said while his arms in his neck. Then suddenly, his phone rings.
He picked it up, "hello?" Kyle said. "Lian." Cero said. "What's up cero? Why did you call?" Kyle asked. "Open the door." Cero said. "Door? Wait... Don't tell me.. He's here?!" Kyle said in his mind. "Hold on wait." Kyle replied.
He went to the door and opened it. As expected, it was cero.
"C-cero! What are you doing here? We're you there for awhile?" Kyle nervously asked.
"No i just arrived, why? Why so nervous?" Cero asked. "Oh, nothing... It's just i was surprised that you suddenly came over." Kyle reasoned.
Cero didn't say anything and went to the kitchen.
Kyle followed him. "Where are you going?" He said. After that, cero asked, "why are there's two bowl in here? Who you with?" Cero asked.
Fuck... What should i say... "Uhm.... Me and mother eated." Kyle explained. "Oh, i see.. But I'm curious.. Your mother went to our house a while ago because i left my watch here. So I'm wondering... Why did you lie to me?" Cero said.
Fuck! I'm screwed....
"No cero, it's not what you think it is." Kyle stepped back. "What? You let someone inside your house?" Cero said stepping forward to kyle.
"No i don't!" Kyle replied. "Then why did you lie to me?" Cero said. "Cero.... " Kyle said.
Cero pinned kyle to the wall. "Why did you lie to me? You know that i hate liars right? Didn't i already told you that since childhood? Why did you lie now? I'm getting pissed lian. You refused me yesterday, now you're lying? Just tell me already, who did you brought in here." Cero seriously asked. "J-jake.... " Kyle Scaredly said.
"Jake... I knew it." Cero said and stopped pinning kyle. He turned behind and walk forward, "today's Saturday how about we play sports? Call your friends." Cero said and smiled.
Wait... That's all? I thought he'll hurt me. But he didn't. But i swear his voice is too scary awhile ago. I must be thinking too much. When we are childrens, he beated his maid just because his maid lied to him right in front of me. So whenever cero asked me, i always tells the truth.
But he didn't beat me nor hurt me. I can't understand him... Well he never hurt me. Not even once. Even though i made a mistake, he just simply smile at me and hug me. That's all. Nothing to be scared of... But i see him in my sight as a villain or monster. A my too harsh to him?
"S-sure... I'll call ray." Kyle said and left.
Cero looked at him with a death stare.
He called ray and ray agreed, he told it to cero and announced the time and place.