He didn't know when it started, maybe it was the first time he saw her, or maybe it was a long time ago, when he realized it, he had already fallen in love with her.
It was hard to explain the feeling. When he realized that he loved her, his long-desolate and cold heart seemed to come alive and began to feel a dull pain.
He always felt that he seemed to have known her for a long, long time, and this heart, along with his life, had loved her for a long, long time.
"You..." Jun Yan didn't expect him to be so frank and reveal his feelings for her. She looked at him with wide eyes in surprise.
"I don't know when it started, but I always couldn't help looking for you. When I saw you smiling at other men, I would be jealous, unconsciously... Maybe I have loved you since my last life. Meeting you made me really feel the feeling of being alive... I know I am not worthy of you, but I will not be just like today. I will try my best to stand shoulder to shoulder with you. I... I just want to say, can you wait for me..."
Yu Chenbi lowered his head, his thoughts were complicated and chaotic, and he spoke incoherently. Whenever he faced her, he would always feel ashamed of himself.
He knew very well that he was as despicable as Lu Yu, and they both had the same dirty blood as that man.
How could such a humble man expect the bright moon?
Lu Yu was not worthy, and neither was he.
But he didn't want to suppress his feelings anymore.
How he wished that ray of cold moonlight could be cast on him, even if it was just a little bit.
She was always kind and compassionate, so could she pity him?
She kept her eyes on him, even if it was just pity.
Since he was born, fate seemed to be like an invisible big hand, playing with him and making him struggle painfully in the quagmire.
This time, can it be more kind to him?
He never believed in fate, but at this moment, he even began to pray for the fate that he once sneered at the most.
"I lost my mother when I was young. You are the first person who makes me feel warm besides my mother..."
Yu Chenbi concealed the fact that he was the son of the Lu family and told his childhood experiences.
He admitted that he was despicable and shameless.
He was afraid to see her back when she left, afraid that the little warmth she gave would be taken back.
Even if he had to tear open the scars of his childhood and take advantage of her kindness, he wanted to keep her by his side.
Yu Chenbi told his past indifferently, so calmly that it seemed that it only happened to another, unrelated person, but the more he did this, the more distressed he was.
Although Jun Yan had known it for a long time, it was only mentioned in the novel. At this time, listening to him telling those personal experiences in person, it shocked Jun Yan a lot.
However, pitying him is one thing, and agreeing to be with him is another.
Jun Yan couldn't risk her feelings just out of sympathy and pity.
This was not only irresponsible to herself, but also disrespectful to him. What
's more, she already loved someone else, so how could she be so hasty to be with another man?
She knew that Yu Chenbi was not as fragile as he appeared.
Therefore, even though she sympathized with his experience, Jun Yan still looked guilty and shook her head to refuse: "I'm sorry, I sympathize with your experience. If you need help, I will do my best to help you, but I already have someone I love..." "
Is it Lu Yu?"
The moment Jun Yan refused, Yu Chenbi's expression became gloomy, as if the person who was surrounded by sadness just now was just an illusion.
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The male lead is coming to the bowl(PART 2)
Randombeautiful, as beautiful as a lotus emerging from the water, as gentle as the moonlight, and as warm as the warm spring sun. A crack opened in his silent heart, and the warm sunlight shone in. He longed to catch this ray of light that did not belong...
