Mine To Hold Till 7 Births

prologue

Iam asking you something   he growled at me by holding my arms

Is it true? Is this the thing you want?mrs. Druti sehgal   this time he asked in low voice  as he was hoping for the negative response

You already knew it  i speaked out finally by giving up

No, I want to hear from you . Say me this is prank druti   he said by keeping his hand on my cheeks making me to look at him and then i noticed he was eagerly waiting for me to say that it is prank

I just denied by moving my face and looking down  As I can't say this, why is he doing this  ? pls , don't make me weak

But he made me look at  him again  directly into his eyes

I want to hear from you, druti you know that I am not going to believe what others say until i hear it from you... He said by wiping my tears but look at him he is so desperate to hear that what ever he heard was fake and i don't want to hurt him but he is not going from here till he hear from me

Sorry dushant , I don't want to but i should do this , this is going to hurt you a lot  

Iam sorry, iam really really sorry for what ever iam gonna do

Yes, what ever you heard was right , there is no prank going on here and this is my ch-choice  i said finally looking at him  but as my words slipped i just lost the warmth of his hands , he took a step back i was noticing him , i knew it he will not be  able to handle this

I want to hold him

Please druti ,say me this is a prank  you are just doing this to irritate me  He said trying to counsel himself

N-No, This is not prank dushant iam serious i want this  i said by holding the hem of my saree

That's it  a tear rolled down from his eyes now it is making me guilty he is crying due to me , he is hurt coz of me , he is in pain

I can't do this pls plsss dushant  chale jao yha se , please Agar or thodi ruke tum yha tho mai  apna decision change kardungi

I want to hold him , I want to hug him tightly  but I am feeling helpless he is crying and i can't even touch him , I can't watch him like this , I can't even wipe his tears  and Iam not going to forgive myself forever  for making him feel like this

And then suddenly  i was pulled towards him  jerkly , this time the hold was tight and he was looking dead serious  ,Iam  terrified  by this look    

You know that  I will never  force myself on you  against your will .. he said looking into my eyes , tears were rolling down from the corner of his eyes 

yes , i knew  that he will not force himself on me and  that was one of my reason to love him and i think now it was the same reason to hurt him also ... Iam sorry  a tear rolled down from my eyes I can't tell him the
Truth !!!!

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