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WHEN I PUT THIS SYMBOL ◇ PLEASS THE OPEN THE MUSIC ABOVE, "Everybody Loves Somebody"
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.Alastors POV
I can't believe- What exactly- what.
Looking at him, I realize how much I changed over 30 minutes.
I am never ever doing this again. Never. It was the worst thing ever. I mean...yeah he felt good but- Gosh- I can't look at him. I wish- I wish I could just erase these memories. Fuck...
Slowly, I caress his cheek careful to not wake him up. Suddenly I see water droplets on his cheek and my hand..am ai crying? He wakes up and sees me, crying.
"Al..? Alastor! Why are you crying?" He looks at me so...pitiful. Stop- I need to stop. Gah- it won't stop. No stop don't touch me- no, I don't need your touch I don't need you I hate you- "fucking- STOP." Finally. He stops.
Why does he look at me that way?
"I...I'm sorry. I'll- ...leave." He grabs the blanket and goes to the door.
No- I don't want you to go- what? No go away-
My shadow creeps up to his leg, holding it softly, while I turn away and try to stop these annoying water coming out of my eyes. He looks at me, I can feel his gaze on me, stop don't look at me...please. I am not like this. Why didn't my shadow listen to me? Ugh...fuck. my heart-He touched me again "Alastor...I- are you...whatever. It's okay if you cry. You are not weak for that." WHAT- HOW DID HE- oh you are so done for that. I say to my shadow internally.
I cry while he watches me...actually, I don't feel that..shameful. I regain my consciousness and glance to him. He smiles so dearly...I wish I could too. He opens his arms...I don't wanna go but my Shadow drags me into it. Ah...it's warm. I look to hi- "Mother..?" Is that..."Mother!" I exclaim, I hug her so much so we both end up on the floor. "Ma...I missed you so much." I close my eyes snuggle to her chest...but it feels flat for a woman? I look up to see his face. He cries with a broken smile. Oh fuck... I snap away from him, hold my head and calm down. He still lies there looking at the ceiling. Crying. I feel...guilt, fear and...remorse. "I...Lucifer. I am feeling remorse." I slip my feelings into words. I guess...I can let go...a little. He looks up to me, slightly shocked. I hold his hand pull him back up. I look deep into his crimson eyes. His cheek is red. For the first time in a long time, I smile gently to him. "I think..." I could only whisper these words but... he says it before me
"I love you too."
It feels like a dream. All of a sudden everything dissappear and its just me and him...with this security...I scream internally I LOVE YOU. but only a shout whisper goes out. We both look into eachothers eyes. He takes my hand and makes me held his cheeks. I understand now. I kiss him he gives it back to me...his love, his feelings. I give it back to him. My love, my feelings. But...I want more. I love this. I missed this so much. Even only for a moment, I want to be greedy for affection and love. "I love you so much I love you I love you I love you, Lucifer. I love you so much. I want you all my life. I want to be...I want us." I hold him in my hands, I cry and cry. "Hehe, I love you too. Alastor." He puts my head to his chest, his heart was beating so fast. As well as mine. I wrap my hands around his waist. Pulling him more to myself, he wraps his legs around my waist, he kisses my head. It feels like my mothers love but...more special. Can he be more special than my mother?
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"You know...I always thought my mother was my most special thing in my cursed and wrecked life. I loved her, I loved her care for me. In my life, I have never accepted or received affection or love other than my mother. Until...now and at first, I thought I was in heaven with her. But I realize, I am in hell...
With you. And that...that makes it more special then my...mother." I say these words snuggling to his flat yet baby soft chest. I can feel his tears in my head, wetting my hair. I hug him more, he cries more to me.After some time, he breaths heavily, and speaks "I hate to say her name but, Even when I was with Lilith...I have never ever felt so important. Important to someone's life. I always put Lilith as my first. But now..? Hah! She is down below hell. But you...you are heaven for me. Alastor." He let's go of his embrace and holds my chin to make me look at him, "You are the best thing happend to me. And I won't ever let go you."
A slow music plays through the air, soft..
(This going to be cliche but I fucking love this song)◇
3rd Person POV:The violins rise and then...
Lucifer let's go of me, and opens his arms and I hear his angelic voice,
"Everybody loves somebody sometime~"
When he said sometime, the chorus came in, accompanying his beautiful voice.
"Everybody falls in love somehow~"
He smiles, the chorus disappeared
"Something in your kiss just told me.." Lucifer slowly pulls Alastor from the ground, holds his hand, spinning him slowly to the other side, then he gets closer, standing on tip toe and reaching out to Alastors face, "my sometime is now~"
The chorus joines him "Everybody finds somebody, someplace."
He then let's go of Alastor and looks up his arms opening to sides and with a shrug he continues,
"There's no telling where love may appear." He looks at Alastor,
"Someting in my heart keeps saying...my someplace is here."
He walks up to Alastor and points his heart on his chest going upwards with a walking motion with his fingers, he plants a little kiss to Alastors face.
"If I had it in my power, I'd arrange Lilith to have your love."
"But I know, that won't be the case. Because you are not her, my special~"He opens his wings and flies, holding out a hand, he receives a bigger hand, Lucifers smiles dearly and slowly pulls him up to the air, slowly the background changes to a earthly view, a nice sunset and they are in the air, the breeze swaying their hair slowly, Lucifers wings grow bigger, he holds Alastor by the waist, while Alastor wraps his legs around Lucifers body, he tangles his hand around Lucifers neck, As lucifer was about to continue, Alastor cuts him and sings, "Everybody loves somebody sometime~" the radio effect was gone, this took Lucifer by suprise,
"Although my dream was overdue, your love made it well worth waiting~
For someone like you~"The chorus took the charge of singing while the two shared a lovely kiss.
"If I had it in my power, I would arrange this moment to last, for~ever~
Then every minute, every hour
We would share this bliss we found in eachothers arms~"Then the two joined, their voice slowly harmonizing with eachother,
"Everybody loves somebody sometime,
And although my dream was overdue
Your love made it well worth waiting"
The chorus disappeared letting the two new lovers finish in comfort of one another,"For someone like you~"
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.:p this was short but I am planning to make art for this blissful moment also I suck at angst so that's why it was so quick to get into fluff...I mean who loves being sad anyway?
:3
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