I Love Your Smile. (Ticci Toby x reader)

Part one: "Regret."

I lay on the ground a smile permanently cut into my face due to dumb desicion I made. I really was dumb I trust a murderer and fall in love with him and end of with an actual scar. I use to be together with Jeff and I did everything he asks and this is how he repays me. With an ugly smile on my face. I regret it every day. I Rember the times when I use to be happy, cheerful and loving. God how I wish I could go back to thoes days.

I hear a knock on my door I lived in a mansion with a bunch of murderers called "creepypastas" whatever that is. I get up from my bed after rotting in it all day. "Who is it.." I call out tired my eyes puffy from crying. I don't know why I was crying all I know is that it was becuase of this stupid smile.

From the other side of the door I hear someone call back to me in a stuttering voice. "I-it's me!" The stuttering voice called out. It was Toby. He was at the door but what's he doing here isn't he supposed to be with the other proxy's?  "Come in!" I yelled wiping my face quickly and tiding my hair. I didn't want him to see me upset.

He comes into the room looking around a bit his head jerked  a bit. Toby had tics and he often ticed a lot but it didn't really matter it never prevented him from killing anyone. "Y-you okay?"  Toby asked I jump a bit at the question it was kind of sudden does it still look like I am crying? Ughhhhh whatever it doesn't matter.

"I'm fine." I reply to him clenching my teeth I wasn't find for fucks sake I had a gash in both of the sides of my face..yes it was sort of healing but it doesn't mean that it wasn't there to constantly remind me.

"You...you su-sure?"  Toby asked again looking at me sympatheticly. "A-after what hap-happened with Jeff-" I cut him off not ever wanted to hear that name at this time. "I'm fine I'm okay. I just want to be alone right now." I know I sounded a bit mean but god I fucking hated Jeff he thinks he's so strong and great and thinks he can do whatever he wants. It boiled my blood thinking about that guy.

Toby took the hint and left a plate of something on my dresser. He slowly left my room doing a slight wave to me. I look over to the plate to see it was a plate of waffles. Huh..how sweet. I felt a bit bad about the tone of my voice when talking to Toby thoguh, I obviously upset after all Jeff broke up with me I was angry and sad. One day he carves a smile on my face and then just leaves. GOD I can't fucking believe him I can't stand him.

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I walked out of Y/ns room leaving her a plate of waffles. Shit, why do I feel bad for her..it's not like Jeff hasn't done this before to people but something about her just..I really just try to shrug it off but whenever I try to I just end of feeling a lump in the back of my throat.

"YO TOBY!"  I look up hearing a glitchy voice speak to me. It was BEN, Ben drowned . I got kinda suprised by the sudden apernce of him. I scoff at him a bit. "What do yo-you want Ben." I dead pan at him unamused. "What's with the bad mood...take a chill pill dude.." BEN was obviously upset at my tone of voice but honestly I don't give a shit that link wannabe can go bother someone else for all I care.

"No-nothings wrong and if..if there was I would-wouldn't tell you." I managed to stutter out my eye twiched a bit but I just ignored it. BEN started to be more unamused by the way I was talking to him and he eneded up going away. "BOOO you are no fun!" Ben teleported away somewhere. All I know is that it's away from me. Thank slender.

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I sat around in my room and started eating the waffles Toby left for me. "Woah..these are acatully really good..." I say out loud to my self a bit in disbelief if anything these waffles are amazing. Did Toby make theses for me? I questioned a bit a slight tint going on my face it was one of the most sweetest acatioms anyone has done for me. Usually Jeff would do the bear minimum or even less..WHATEVER I just need to get that asshole off my mind. What to do. I think for a few minutes and just leave my room nothing interesting was happening in there.

I walk into the kitchen of the mansion not a lot of people were inside the living room most of the people who were in here just went on killing sprees. I would go on one buttt I'm too lazy for that I just need some time off for my self. I felt something on my face and then went to go get it feeling the scar on my face. Fuck. I winced a bit it still was a bit painful to touch my face it wasn't ever day that you have to deal with someone cutting you face open.

I feel tears welling up inside my eyes and my chest tightening a bit. God I was fucking pissed. I couldn't even just proses it I just started to sit on the floor curling up into a ball. My knees near my chest and put my head down and I just start crying. The tears fall out of my eyes as I sit in the middle of the room. God if anybody walked into here it would be emarresing.

"Y/n?" A fimiluar voice called out to me in an almost pitiful voice.

'FUCK' I say to myself looking up at Toby Looking down on me. His eye brows were furrowed in such a way that made me feel even worse about crying. I didn't want anybody to worry about me. I most of all didn't want him to either he has a lot on his plate he shouldn't even has one thoguht of me.

I get up and I just speed walk past Toby to get to my room. My eyes puffy and my breathing hitched. Blood vessels even poped in my eyes by the amount I was crying I just- I just can't get over it. It infuriated me as I go into my room and slam the door breaking down onto the ground.

"I just want this to end." I say to my self my face scratchy and breaking I couldn't even get a single sentice out. I just want this to pass over quickly..please.

(A/n this is my first x reader fanfic so if there is any criticism that I could take can someone pretty please tell me I really wanna write this 😓)