Conan Gray

Jealousy Sucks.

I wake up suddenly to suddenly hearing the phone ring. I check my alarm clock to see what time it is, it's around 3AM. I groan. Who could be calling me at this hour? I check my phone and see the name Conan with a little red heart next to it pop up. My heart quickly speeds up reading the name. I suddenly forgot the time and how it was weird for him to be calling at 3AM. 

I pick up and Conan speaks first. "Hey..I'm sorry i'm calling super late I just..I was wondering if you could come over, It's okay if you can't or don't want to I completely understand" I can't help but notice some sadness in his voice. Was he okay? Was something wrong. All though, I most definitely don't mind coming over. "No, no of course i'll come over, I'm always here" Even though I wasn't there, and couldn't see him, I could feel him smiling. "Thank You" He finally says.

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I walk up the stairs watching my step since the porch light was off. His house looked normal, you wouldn't be able to guess someone famous lived here, it was a house painted a pretty blue with a white door and flowers growing around it, it was simple but none the less, pretty. I finally knock on the door and after a few more seconds Conan answered. I looked in his eyes, and even though it was dark, the moon shined in them. He had been crying.

"Come in" He said stepping aside so I have a clear path to walk in. I did so and he shut the door behind me. "I'm sorry for calling you so late, I just...I needed company" Conan says. I sympathize for him. "No I get that, but, what about Ashley? Did she not pick up?" Conan stood there silent for a moment then spoke. "Well..I didn't think to call Ashley.." I was surprised, he didn't think to call his best friend but thought of calling me? I was..flattered. 

"Oh..well it's such an honor" I say. Conan smiles but this time it wasn't as big and bright as it always is, yet it's still beautiful. "You know i'm not a God, It's nobody's honor" I smile with him. "Yeah well to me you're like a God" Conan smiles, then laughs a bit. "How charming" He says.

"Do you want something to drink?" He asks. "Depends...what do you have to offer?"  Conan walks into his kitchen as I follow, he checks a couple of his cabinets and his fridge. "Okay so, we have juice, milk, smoothies, chocolate milk, and water" 

"You got hot chocolate?" Conan turns to me with a 'of course I do' smile across his face. He comes back with a white mug with cartoon snowman on it surrounded by snowflakes. "Careful, it's hot" I take the mug from the handle from him. I look over to see what cup he has and it was an all black mug with cats on it, I think that's the mug he showed on his live once.

I look over at Conan blowing on my hot chocolate as the steam blows away than starts back up again. "So..why did you call me over?" I ask curiously. Conan goes silent, it feels like he even stopped breathing. "I understand if you don't want to talk about it" I say to break the uncomfortable silence.

"My ex texted.." Conan says softly. Oh. His ex. "The one you wrote found heaven about?" Conan looks at me his eyes sparkling from the light of the lamp next to us, and nods yes. "What did they say?" I put down my hot chocolate to keep focus on Conan. "They just said they are sorry..and that I didn't deserve that..and that if we could give us another shot." 

I sat there silent. I just realized I had feelings for Conan and now his ex shows up asking for him back? That's bullshit. "What did you say?" I ask as Conan also sets his mug down on the table next to mine, the steam still coming from both of them. "I didn't say anything..I honestly didn't know what to say..it was all so sudden and I'm still healing and they just..come back?"

I knew exactly what Conan felt, the same thing happend with me and Alex. He'd always show up when he had no one else. I put my hand on Conan's shoulder. "You did the right thing." I say "They did not deserve anymore of your time" Conan smiles gently hearing my words as I to smile seeing his face.

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I wake up to a light shining in my face and feel a weight on my shoulder. I look over and see a bush of curls that looked smooth and shiny. Was this..Conan??? I slowly push myself forward to see his face and see Conan peacefully sleeping, I place myself back in the same position I was when I woke up, but I was blushing this time knowing Conan was sleeping on my shoulder.

I decide not to get up and move and risk disturbing him. I instead sat very still for half and hour till I felt Conan yawn and lift up his head and look up at me. "Oh shit" He says his eyes widening in surprise as he see's me. "I am so so very sorry" He says stumbling onto his feet.

I smile nervously. "No worries, it was comfortable" Conan takes a breath calming down and smiling. "Oh!" he says suddenly. "I have a gift for you" I look at him, wondering what he could have gotten me. "What is it?" I ask. Conan goes to what I assume is his room and he comes out with a small black box with a yellow ribbon tied into a perfect little bow. He hands it to me and sits down next to me.

He smiles looking at me for my reaction, his eyes glittering. He looks so pretty up close. I carefully un-tie the bow and place the ribbon down next to me and slowly open the box and see a silver necklace with a tear drop and a star in the middle. "I want you to have this, so you can be the first to wear my new album necklace"

I smile and take out the necklace. "It's beautiful Conan, thank you" Conan smiles and takes the necklace. "Here let me put it on you" He says as he wraps it around my neck and pins it into place and I turn to him. "You look, amazing" Conan says. I smile feeling myself blush a little. "Thank you" 

A knock appears on the other side of Conan's front door. "I'll be right back" He says getting up as I stare down at the necklace. "Amber? What are you doing here.." I look back to see a girl with long black hair and light make-up with a nice pink summer dress and pretty pink saddles that had a pink flower on each of them.

"Look Conan..I've thought about things lately and I made such a huge mistake dumping you..I really miss you.." The girl named Amber grabs hold of one of Conan's curls and twists it with her slender pale finger with her nails done in a light pink color with flower jewelry. 

I don't like the way she's touching him that way, and my heart starts to race but in a different way. A angry way.  I get up from the couch and approach Conan pushing her hand away from Conan's hair as she steps back staring at me with angry green eyes. "Do we have a problem here?" I ask.

"Who the fuck are you?" Amber asks avoiding my question. "I'm Conan's girlfriend" I say without thinking. Conan looks at me and I swear I could see him smiling from the corner of my eye. Amber laughs looking me up and down judging what i'm wearing and how I look. "Yeah, sure you are, I didn't know Conan's standards went to shit."

"That's a real improvement since he has dated you" I say giving her the same judgmental look. She rolls her eyes at me clearly annoyed. "Whatever bitch I wasn't even talking to you, I was talking to Con." I raise my eyebrow. "Oh really?" I turn to Conan. "Do you want to talk to this nice kind lady sweetheart?" I ask Conan. "No.." He mumbles. 

"That's what I thought, have a nice day!" I smile before shutting the door leaving her stunned and checking the peep hole to see her flipping me off before making her way to her car. I look at Conan. "Sorry for all that I just..couldn't let you give in to her bullshit again" I say. Conan smiles. "Girlfriend huh?" He giggles and I can't help but smile. "It was all I could think of!" I say defending myself.

"Sure it was" Conan says. I smile and so does he. "You know that doesn't sound half bad" He says. "What doesn't?" I ask confused. "You being my girlfriend" Conan says.

Hey Coneheads! I hope ya'll are doing well, so I just wanted to say that in my announcements board I put up my discord for other Coneheads (With couple of rules please read them before adding me they are important) and I just wanted to give a shout out to @Rainbowcookie_678 for giving me the idea for Conan to give Delilah a found heaven necklace. And thank you all for all the support you give me. I love ya'll<3