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Hyunjin had just started dating the guitarist that was the lead in the band that was created by bang Chan.

Bang Chan was very glad for both of his members but he didn't want it to get in the way of the band. But they didn't really care.. or at least hyunjin. Hyunjin thought that this guitarist was his love of his life. He thought that he was going to get married to this guy. He was so head over heels for him that he was ignoring obvious red flags. Like, going out to clubs after concerts to 'celebrate' or bringing 'friends' over to his apartment, saying " he's my friend. He needed a place to stay for the night. " hyunjin was getting tired of it and emotionally he was letting his team down by not performing his best and was just trying so hard to be enough for his boyfriend who's been fucking random girls and guys.

" hey babe I'm bac- " hyunjin stopped in his tracks not able to look away. Feeling the tears stain his face, his eyes becoming puffy and red. " WHAT THE FUCK! "

He started sobbing and all that his boyfriend did was yell at him to get out. Hyunjin couldn't believe it and grabbed his shit stuffing it inside a large, black duffle bag. He left his apartment, Leaving them to fuck.

Hyunjins mind was blank as he was walking over to Chans house. Chans house is pretty big and spacious, hyunjin could only think of him in his situation. Chan was his best friend and like a big brother.

He knocked on the large doors of Chans house. Tears still streaming down his face, eyes all red, nose running down his face. Hyunjin was not looking well at all.

Chan eventually got up to see who it was. He was walking down to his door slowly until he saw hyunjin sobbing into his palms, crouched down on his front step. He rushed to the door opening it with a worried expression.

" what's wrong?! " Chan asked softly as he crouched down with him. Hyunjin trying to calm down but just is still unable to.  Chan still not knowing exactly what to do, he grabbed his phone from his back pocket texting all the others to come to his house.

They were all their in minutes. Chan had moved hyunjin and himself to the couch where they were cuddling.

Everyone rushed in looking for them but just saw hyunjin with tears still streaming down his puffy face.

Changbin felt really bad to see his best friend crying like he was. But his boyfriend was his platonic soulmate. Felix treated him as family. They practically were.

Felix ran to them sitting on the opposite side of hyunjin.

" what happened?.." Felix asked with a soft voice. " you don't have to tell us, but we would really appreciate it if you did."

Felix said rubbing his back. Hyunjin was sniffling a little embarrassed that he was crying in front of Felix. His little brother. " he was cheating on me.."

Felix's expression changed as soon as heard 'cheated' Felix was fuming. " what did he do, hun? "

He tried to keep his shit together but Felix was getting upset. " he was cheating on me with 2 guys.. i walked in on them fucking.. in my bed. "

Hyunjin managed to get the words out without sobbing .
Sniffing still trying to get it out of his system.

" Chan." Felix looked over at him getting his attention.
" you need to kick him out now. He's ruining the band." Felix said with no hesitation.

" yeah, he has been rude lately.."  segumin said with hurt hidden in his voice.

" what about our world tour..?" Lee know just had to mention.

They looked at him shaked his head. Trying to give him a signal not to say anything. But he didn't care

" actually, I've kinda been planning this for a while.."
Lee know said to make sure everyone knows what he said. " there's this fan, he's like really good! But he wants to try and audition. What do you think? "

Chan readjusting trying to get comfortable, still holding hyunjin in his arms. " I mean.. we all need to come to a group destination.." Chan stated but everyone groaned.

" we did. We don't want someone that is hurting someone else in our band." Lee know said with a stern tone. Everyone agreed with him, Lee know showed everyone the fan videos that covered some of their songs.

" wow, he's really good!" Felix squealed. " babe please agree!" Felix pouted to his boyfriend, changbin.

" I was already down for it. " Felix smiled ear to ear obviously excited to meet his boyfriends new band mate.

Eventually everyone agreed to this plan and waited for the next day. Yes, everyone did sleep Chans bedroom because they close like that.

In the morning hyunjin was brushing his teeth trying not to cry, he felt the wet tears fall to his cheeks. He felt so betrayed and lonely. He wanted the feeling to stop. He didn't know how to stop it.

" what's wrong.." the soft voice spoke from the door way. Hyunjin looked back to see his friend, Felix. He couldn't stop the tears. He just started sobbing.

Felix hugged him. Hyunjin sobbed into his neck, wetting the shirt's shoulder. After a little while, hyunjin stopped crying. He thanked Felix and got ready.

He sat on the bed after getting ready, looking at his phone. He decided he would watch the covers of their fans. He watched all of his videos eventually hyunjin was looking at his boyfriends pictures on instagram.

He unfollowed the account and blocked it. He turned his phone off and went to the living room which was filled with his band mates and their boyfriends.

" hyunjin!! " Felix came running to hug him.

" how are you feeling? " Chan asked from the kitchen cooking everyone breakfast. " also.. we're kicking him out this morning."

Hyunjin just smiled " i appreciate you guys. You guys do so much for me, i love you guys so much! "

Everyone stopped what they were doing and ran to hyunjin giving him a group hug. As they were hugging him the doorbell went off. Making everyone's mood drop.

Chan sighed. " babe, can you open the door? The others go sit around the table. I'll finish cooking."

They nodded and sat at the table. IN opens the door with a fake smile so the guitarist doesn't get suspicious. He walked in and looked around to see everyone sitting around the table.

" babe, there you are! Where were you last night?"
Hyunjin scoffed looking at him in disbelief. Felix held his hand under the table trying to comfort him.

" i stayed here with Chan and I.N, where were you? "
He sat down across from hyunjin because he was sandwiched between changbin and Felix.

" I was at our apartment.." he frowned trying to get him to feel bad for him.

" break fast is ready." Chan said bringing the plates of pancakes over to the table. " eat up... now we have an important meeting."

Everyone put pancakes on their plates getting ready to eat but hyunjin. He wasn't hungry.. he didn't feel hungry at least. " so, PJ we have decided we don't want you in our band anymore. You're no longer a member of straykids." PJ put his fork down looking surprised.

" why?" He asked still confused. " you're ruining the band, and the band members mental health."

PJ stood up looking directly at hyunjin. " WHAT DID YOU FUCKING TELL THEM? YOU STUPID SLUT."
Chan stood up grabbing the angry PJ.

" now, you may leave and never come back." Letting him go said Chan. " also, we're over you cheating liar and get your shit out of my apartment by tomorrow morning."

Pj was basically thrown out of the building by Chans security. Hyunjin was now a single man, and honestly it was going to stay like that for a while..

RN: heyyyy so excited this is the first part of my book! How are you enjoying it so far??

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