Out Of Curiosity (BBANGSAZ VERSION )

PART 20

HANNI

"Minji oh hi, how are you it's been awhile." Greetings from a socialite woman to Minji as they Hug each other. I pretend that I don't care about them and I continue to choose some personal items I need.

" Oh hi, im fine." Minji answer shortly, I walked away because I didn't want to hear what they were talking about.

I really get annoyed every time there are women who approach Minji because I have no right to be jealous we don't have a relationship. so I just choose to stay away so I won't hear anything because I'm scared that i might kill someone in no time.

We are here at the mall right now because we're running out of food stock and some of personal things for me and Milly.

It's only me and Minji because Milly will spend a night at her friend's house, l allowed her because they are all girls.

While I was taking sanitary pads, Minji approached me with the woman still with her.

"Hanni this is Chaeryoung, she's Yeji's girlfriend, my friend that I introduced last week." Minji said, I breathed a sigh of relief when I heard that she's  Yeyi's girlfriend.

I smiled at her and held out my hand and she immediately accepted it.

"Hi i'm Hanni." I introduce myself to her she also smiled at me, we are having a nice conversation when suddenly someone spoke behind us.

"Minji." The both of them were shocked when another woman suddenly appeared she dress like a slut.

I saw that Minji seemed uncomfortable when the woman came while Chaeryoung seemed want to scratch the woman's face.

"Oh hi Chaeryoung how are you?" She asked Chaeryoung, but Chaeryoung didn't answer and she just raised an eyebrow at her.

"Hezel, sorry but we don't have time to talk to you." Minji replied to her.

Based on the name, I know that she is Minji's ex because she mentioned it to me before.

"Oh come on Minji, don't tell me you're still mad at me. You haven't even introduced me to your new girlfriend." The woman responded as she look at me and I suddenly felt uncomfortable.

Minji looked at me i suddenly feel a pang in my chest when she didn't say any word I averted my gaze from her and I left the three of them as I continued to choose my purchases.

I wanted to cry l was hurt i try my best to hide it so l acted like that i am not affected with what happened.

During the whole time Me and Minji were walking around the mall, I didn't talk to her because I felt like when I uttered a word my tears would immediately drip and I didn't want to cry in front of a lot of people so I just chose to keep quiet.

When we got home, l immediately arranged the groceries we bought in the kitchen when Minji suddenly hugged me tightly from behind, and I couldn't stop my tears anymore from flowing because i'm preventing myself not to cry since earlier.

I shed my tears because I feel like my heart will drown in extreme pain, im hurt not because I am jealous I am hurt because until now Minji still can't introduce me as her girlfriend.

Why should I be hurt if it's true that we don't have a relationship.
She introduced me to her friends that i was her new friend I was hurt that time but I endured it.

But why now it seems like my heart is being crushed into piece when she look at me in the front of her ex without uttering any word.

As she hugged me I felt that she was also crying when she heard me sobbing, I wiped away my tears and I removed her hug but she took my hand and pulled me.

"Sorry Hanni, I'm sorry." She told me as her tears continued to flow, i don't want to see her like this but what can i do i'm so hurt right now that i can't force myself to comfort her, knowing that i also need someone to comfort me.

"No. it's ok i'm fine, don't worry i'll get used to this situation Minji just give me some time," I tell her i try my best to calm down because i'm afraid that i might shout.

"I just don't know how to introduce you to her believe me i didn't mean to hurt you." She responds she hold my hands tightly.

"I'm your friend right, that's what you introduce me to your friends, And it's ok with me. that every time we meet someone you introduce me as your friend, if you want next time you can introduce me as fuck buddy, i won't mind because we are like that right, we just fuck Minji? " I answered her sarcastically before I removed her hands.

"I love you Hanni and it's not my intention to make you feel this way." She told me and I was even more hurt.

It was the first time she said those words, i should be happy because i'm waiting for her to say those words to me but why is it that im not happy that she finally said it?

I look at her as I let my tears flow.

"I love you too Minji i really do, do you know that I've wanted to hear those words for a long time, every time we hug, every time we kiss and you don't have any idea how much i want to hear that three words from you every time we are having sex and we both cum together. Why is it now Minji? now that I'm hurting so much? did you just said that to make me feel better?" I asked her.

"No, I love you it's just i felt like i don't deserve you. She responded weakly while crying.

"You know what i don't want to hear any of your explanation right now what I want to hear from you is 'Hey Hanni please be my girlfriend. ' That's what I want to hear but you can't jus say that, because of that pride of yours. I can't reach it, it's so high Minji that I do not know how I can pull it down, and i'm telling you right now that i'm hurt but i try my best to be fine Minji. don't worry i'm just here willing to wait for you to be ready to commit into a relationship again but please don't make me wait for too long because i'm also human who gets tired. i love you " I replied to her. i wipe away her tears and i kissed her on the lips before I go inside my room.

I'm sitting on the bed I poured out everything I felt through crying it's good thing that Milly is not here.

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