" where's the trophy ? he just comes running over to me . "
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— synopsis —
" sometimes good people can backstab the ones they say they love the most , right ? "
was madelyn blake way in over her head ? did she suddenly change overnight ? falling in love is supposed to be easy , right ? was she all beauty . . no brains ? or was she just shallow and a bitch ?
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she knew she should have stopped before it went further . but why couldn't she ? she had felt drawn in by whatever it was that was so magnetic to who he was as a person . did he do this to every girl he hooked up with ? but she felt she was different — she had to of been . they had been best friends since forever , even when they didn't treat each other as such . or was it too complicated ?
the night replayed in her head for weeks . she knew deep down she needed to tell peyton , but did she even deserve to know ? it wasn't like she did anything wrong . even if it was her douchebag ex boyfriend she had randomly drunkenly hooked up with . she knew if she blamed the alcohol she would just be continuously lying to herself .
his hands running down her body , his husky voice whispering in her ear , clothes flying across the bedroom , candles burning , the orange illumination glowing , the groans and moans filling the walls , every part of that night had filled her brain . almost like it was never ending . she had wished so badly it would jsut end but how could it when he slept next door that her ?
staying home was her only option . until it wasn't , everyone had noticed the beauty of tree hill was no longer standing side lines or sitting in class . but she couldn't come face time face with her so called best friend . the guilt had started to wash over her , losing her virginity to her — she couldn't even begin to think those words .
just one simple promise . . never again it would happen .
