He stole my innocence

My lifes changing.. Badly

It came to the end of year nine and at the graduation assembly Brandon came up to me and said,

"Good luck,babe.. I love you, even of you don't graduate into year ten... Remember.. I'll love you no matter what!" this was really sweet.. But, I had to remember I wasn't in a relationship with him... I did want a relationship, but I felt like it wasn't right with him!

Anyway! I graduated into year ten and the beginning of that year was my happiest! I was in a relationship with Bobby Moon... He was my second boyfriend and my best!

We cuddled on the grass at the park... Kissed in the sunset... Took photos of all our memories... Even of those memories were only sat in my room listening to music.... It was still a memory....photos had to be blogged on instagram am Facebook!

He was my best love... I wish I'd of just stayed with him! ...

What made us split up? Are you asking? Well I shall tell you...

Brandon said to me he needed help with homework.. So, I thought to be friendly... I best go help him..I turned up at his house and he was home alone... He said his parents had gone away on a course away and won't be back while tomorrow.. I didn't think of anything at first..

But yeah.. I asked what he was struggling with and he said,

"I'm struggling with, the fact you don't love me when I love you first and you've gone to Bobby! The fact you don't want my love. The fact that I can't help but love you. The fact.." I couldn't take it anymore! I had to interrupt.. So, I led my feet across his bedroom blue carpet and layed my finger on his lip,

"shhhh... I get it... You love me.. I love Bobby...but, I'm willing to have a kiss.. If you want to?" Omg! What am I doing?! Bobby was the most perfect boy ever! But I led my lips to Brandon's..

It wasn't just a kiss... My tongue couldn't help it's self and quickly ran to massage Brandon's tongue! Brandon led me to his bed and something I regretted happend... I was no longer a virgin.. Brandon had stoke my V Card!

After 15 minutes of my vaginaty slipping away... I finally decided to leave.. I had to.... I had become a monster!.... I had now committed my crime....

At school the next day, all I did was ignore Brandon and only ever spoke to Bobby.... I felt too clingy but I just didn't want Brandon to tell on me for what I've become.. I love Bobby... He's my love... My best love.... I can't believe what I have become.... It should of been Bobby who stole my vaginaty... Not Brandon!

At lunch, Brandon snatched my arm and led me to the corner of the hall.. He said..

"What the fuck are you doing? You can't just fuck me and then act like I'm not there and nothing happened..!" I then realised what I was doing... I jut didn't want to loose Bobby..

"I'm sorry... I..I .... I just.." I didn't know what to say.... I was just a bag of mumbles...

"I just what?... Hum? I you loved Bobby so much then why did you ask for a kiss..??" then I realised I was the queen of all evil! I betrayed everyone I know! I have turned into my friends....a hore... I asked him for a kiss.... I didn't say no to be led onto his bed.... I'm in trouble now!....

It then came to the end of the day and I went home with Bobby.... We sat on my bed cuddling and then he began to speak....

"Baby... I know we are a couple, but lately you seem to be with me 24/7... Is anything wronge..? Baby?" I was so so worried at this point... I felt like crying.....

"I'm so so sorry..... I just feel like you hate me and I just feel like you don't want to be with me.... I want you to show me your love..." Da'fuk?!?! Of course I lied, but I just feel like if I can fuck Brandon...I can fuck my own boyfriend!

He spoke...

"babe... I feel like that sometimes. A swell... But when you say show me your love,...... Do you mean fuck?!" Of course I meant fuck.... Bloody hell!

"yeah babe...but if you wanna wait then that's fine!!" So yeah.... We waited 2 months.. But I felt like I had really bad tummy pains.. Then I had flashbacks of the night of me and Brandon....bit all made sense... I grabbed my bag..... as I was home alone anyway... I quickly locked up, making sure the front and back door was locked...then I ran and ran to the chemist up the road.. Grabbed a pregnancy test, bought it and shot back home... I peed on the test, bobbed it in the sink and waited....

"SHITTTTT!!!" I screamed I cried... It was a + and + means pregnant.... I was shaking and I didn't know what to do whatsoever !