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FANTASIA
It's been about two months since I last saw Taraji and the rest of the cast, and we've been talking a lot since. She's grown to become one of my close friends. I don't think she knows that I know what she did that day when she came back to my hotel room. I'm in still in awe. I really have been trying not to cross any boundaries with her since I am still married but she's very tempting.
Me and Kendall have been trying to work through this whole thing because I really do still have love for him and he has shown me so much love. The things he said to me still stings because he drug my kids into it but I don't want to leave him mostly because of the them and also because we've done so much together. We're in this together.
I'm on my way back home from the grocery store and running a couple errands, so I could make dinner tonight. Of course I'm making lamb chops. Zion is coming home and I cannot wait because I miss my baby, we practically grew up together.
In the midst of me turning into my driveway, Taraji facetimed me. I couldn't help but to smile. I missed her. The kids love her already and they haven't even met the proper way. I answered the phone to see her cheesing like a fat kid with candy.
Taraji: "TASIAAAAAA, I miss you!"
Fantasia: "Hey mama, you've made that very clear." I laughed "Are you excited to start shooting?"
Omg she looked so goodddd.
I parked the car and sat to talk to her for a while.
Taraji: "Ugh can I get a I miss you back? I l need to see you and Dani"
Fantasia: "I know, we start preparing for the film in about three weeks so i'll see you in no time. Then we can see each other everyday." Taraji: "tasiaaaaaaaaaa I can't wait that long."she whined. Gosh that made me so hot
Taraji: "Me, you and Dani could have sleepoverssss." she continued
Fantasia: "That would be fun. Hold on baby, I'm trying to get these groceries out the car."
Taraji: "Ok."
I walked in the house and put the groceries down and putting them up. I swear down I'm tripping. I kept hearing strange noises coming from my bedroom.
"MMMMMMMMMMMM fuckkkkkk Kendall" I hear come from my bedroom upstairs.
"Wtf" I sweared
Taraji: "Something wrong Tasia?"
Fantasia: "Hold on Taraji. Someone is in my house."
I went upstairs and my life flashed before my eyes. The love of my life, or I thought so, was in my bed with a woman I've never seen before. Tears immediately started rolling down my cheeks.
"Baby you're back so early. I promise this is not what it looks like" He sounded startled.
Before I knew it my hands was wrapped around the bitch neck he was fucking. I was taking all my anger out on her and started beating that bitch til she was blue. Oh yeah, I'm crazy about mine but I'm about to go crazy on him next.
"BITCH YOU THINK ITS OKAY TO FUCK SOMEBODY IN MY FUCKING HOUSE?!"
"GET YALL SHIT AND GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE"
I started beating Kendall's ass, I didn't give him a chance to say shit.
I walked in the closet and grabbed all his nice shit that I could get, and stumbled down stairs to the backyard and threw his shit in the pool.
"Y'all can do all the fucking y'all want now. I want all your shit out of my house by Wednesday." I said calmly walking back into the house.
Before I could turn around to grab my keys, his hand went across my face, hard enough for me to fall to the ground.
At this point, I couldn't stop the tears. I never thought Kendall would ever put his hands on me. He immediately realized what he just did.
"Baby, I'm sorry! I didn't mean to do this. I didn't mean to hit you, Tasia. I promise I'll change, I'll go to anger management, I'll go to therapy but I promise this will never happen again. Just please forgive me." he begged
I finally gained enough strength to get up. I leaned against the island in the kitchen.
" Kendall, how could you do this? After all we've been through. We've lost everything together. I gave you a child. I trusted you with my entire life. AND MY KIDS THAT LOOK AT YOU AS THE ONLY FATHER FIGURE THEY'VE EVER HAD."
His look softened.
Taraji: "Fantasia, what the fuck is going on? And I know his bitch ass ain't hit you!" taraji yelled.
I totally forgot I was on the phone. Did she hear all of that? Am I coming to her with too much baggage? Do I leave Kendall? The kids would be hurt. The thoughts start swarming in my head.
Kendall took me into his embrace, " I'm so sorry, Tasia. This will never happen again." he kissed my forehead. I guess i'll always have a soft spot for him no matter what.
I guess Kendall liked hearing his last name attached to my name because he smiled.
Fantasia: "Yeah, I'm here Raji."
Taraji: "What the fuck is going on over there? Are you okay? Do I need to come out there and whoop some ass?" She's crazy as fuck. She's all the way on the other side of the country. I didn't have enough strength to laugh at her seriousness.
I looked at Kendall and sighed.
Fantasia: "Yeah, I'm fine, Raji. I'll call you back."
"Me and the kids are going to go somewhere so we can give each other time to get everything sorted out. I don't know how long this will take but I can't do this Kendall." I said as I walked upstairs to pack bags for me and the kids.
Shorty he was cheating with must've gotten out of here while I was in the backyard because there was no sign of her when I went upstairs. I beat her ass good. He probably won't never hear from her again.
I got all of our stuff together and texted Zion that we were going to stay at my moms house for a while and that I would explain everything to her when I got a chance. She decided that she would just come this weekend.
My mom had already picked up Dallas and Keziah from school since I had been busy all day.
Once I got settled and got the kids settled for bed, my mom came into the room to check on me. "How are you feeling, baby?" she asked. "Honestly momma, I don't know. I don't know whether I should fix this with him or not. The kids are going to be broken if me and Kendall divorce. He's the father figure that the kids never had and the man I fell deeply in love with." I replied.
"If you don't remember anything else that I tell you, remember this. Those kids are going to be happy to see you at peace. That doesn't mean that they can't see Kendall or that they have to look at him any differently than what they already do. As for you, getting back with him or not, love is going to come your way no matter who it is and y'all will learn to love each other the right way." my momma said.
