Call me Phi [GeminiFourth oneshot)

Call me Phi

Right after they get off the stage and entered the costume room, they both knew something was wrong. While they were standing in front of the fans and doing whatever they wanted them to do, everything felt right. They were both well aware what exactly their fans "have wanted them to do, but that was something they couldn't accomplish. Not yet, at least.

"What's wrong?" asked Gemini with a worried grin on his face.

"Nothing," replied Fourth.

"C'mon," he didn't need to say "be honest". It was written on his face and he knew Fourth would be able to read it if he raised his head. For some reason, he couldn't do it and Gemini was even more worried.

"It's nothing, really," Fourth replied again, trying to sound more honest.

"Just... Well, just the same as always. You know, all these fanmeetings are sometimes really exhausting. I'm tired, that's all."

"You sure?"

"Of course."

"Ok."

Gemini didn't trust him, but he decided to let it go. At least for now. Fourth was right, fanmeetings are sometimes really exhausting. The good thing was, this was their last event today. Manager brought them tasty food and told them to rest while fans were leaving the building. Then, they could leave as well.

When they were left alone, the atmosphere felt wrong again. Something was off. Something they both knew but none of them was brave enough to speak about it. Or maybe they didn't have any idea. It would make sense, because if they both knew, why wouldn't they talk about the issue, right?

"Why do you refuse to call me Phi?" asked Gemini out of the blue.

"What?" Fourth coughted.

"Why do you refuse to call me Phi?" Gemini repeated his question.

He was really curious but he could't ask in front of the fans and cameras. Actually they have talked about this and he noticed that his friend wasn't really happy about his wish but he thought he was just teasing him. Now he knew that wasn't the case.

"That's not true... I don't refuse. I called you that on the stage."

"I know."

"Then what's the problem?" he asked and Gemini wasn't really sure if he was annoyed or angry or both or whatever and he couldn't understand why.

"There were hundreds of people. If you didn't say it, the internet would be full of crazy theories about us not being friends anymore. If you don't want to tell me, it's ok, but I would like to know because I don't want any kind of issue to come between us. We've known each other for a long time, haven't we?"

Fourth didn't reply. Actually, he couldn't even look into Gemini's eyes. He was just looking at his plate and playing with the food. It was tasty and he was hungry, but he couldn't eat. Gemini saw it. Fourth couldn't look at him, but he still saw his face and he knew something was not ok with him.

He reached his hand towards Fourth's shoulder: ,,N'Fot..."

But he couldn't finish the sentence, because Fourth shook off his hand before he could even touch him. He stood up and moved away from his friend. Now he was confused even more. What the hell was going on?

He looked at time and stood up as well. They had a couple of minutes until someone would come and tell them everything is ready and they can leave. It will take some time until they will be alone again so he didn't want to waste any second. He just needed to know.

He made a step towards him. Fourth didn't move, which was good, he guessed. He made another step until he stayed right in front of him. Gemini grabbed his chin and softly forced him to look into his eyes. Fourth was in shock, so wasn't able to protest. He was so close. Too close. Too close to handle. How was he supposed to handle this? How was he able to handle Gemini's gaze? Shia, why was he so charming?

"I've already said, if you don't want to tell me, it's ok, but I don't understand, since you call Phuwin, Pond, Jimmy and everyone else Phi. Why not me?"

"They are all my friends." he answered quietly, looking into Gemini's eyes.

"Am I not your friend?"

Gemini was devastated by his answer and wasn't sure what to think now. What did it mean? Did he mean... No. Not possible. Well, possible, but not acceptable. Not in the situation they were in. Not the right time and definitely not the right place. And definitely not the right question.

Fourth made a step towards Gemini, grabbed his collar and put their lips together.

It was surprising, shocking, stunning, but Gemini couldn't pull him away. He didn't want to. He even opened his mouth and let Fourth's tongue invade inside. He felt the mix of all emotions. Joy, fear, doubt, anxiety... and lust. It was what he have wanted deep down for such a long time. This was their first kiss. Not as Tinn and Gun. Not as Kongthap and Atom. This was Gemini and Fourth.

They knew each other's lips. They knew they work together. They knew their moves. But the kiss was still different. Now it felt personal. There were no people around. No camera, no director, no choreographer, no other actors. Just the two of them. And it felt amazing.

Gemini touched Fourth's cheek and that was the moment when he came to consciousness. In a blink of an eye, he parted their lips and made two steps behind.

"I... I'm s...sorry. I didn't mean to..."

"You did."

"No... I..."

"You did," Gemini came two steps closer to him and now they were even closer than before, "and you should know that I did too."

"What?"

Gemini didn't answer, he just kissed him again.

"Will you call me Phi now?"

"Ok, Phi Gemini."

And they kissed again.

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Hi guys! This is my first oneshot in English language. It's not my native language and my grammar is not so good but I tried my best.

GeminiFourth are my fav couple and I know they are not dating and that whatever they do is just fanservise. I'm well aware that everything they do, thay do for fans and that it's their job to act like they do.

This is just fanfiction. Yes, it's based on something that really happened, Gemini turned 20 and now when he is older than Fourth, he wants him to call him Phi and he doesn't want to. But the things I wrote are acts of my imatination.

Have a nice day😊