PRESENT
Jungkook got his counciousness back and was sitting in his room and looking at the condition of his room, how everything was broken and scattered
How his files were everywhere in the room , How the bed was messed up , How the glasses were broken , How the cosmetics were thrown around
The weather was still dark but the rain has stopped and the only source of light was moonlight
Jungkook got up from his sitting position and started walking towards a wall full of his pics . Pics in which he was smiling pouting , laughing his eyes which were having galaxy How ge looked beautiful How he looked pretty in his long hair but now now he dong have anything with him nothing everything lost
He was admiring thr pics
While looking at the pics his eyes fall on a photo which made him scared which triggered him made him remember things he don't wanna remember.
He started panicking his eyes got wide he started shaking , his eyes started turning red he started scratching his hands
He was so much panicking that he started breaking things and screaming but nothing helped he wanted that memory to be gone he wanted to d.e
He went to the washroom and sit under the shower and started crying very loudly while holding his legs very tightly his tears were continuously flowing he started scratching himself yet nothing helped he started slapping himself pulling his hair but that memory was still there
⚠️ mention of self harm ⚠️
Then suddenly his eyes fell on the raisor which was kept there
He didn't knew how but his body automatically mode towards it and removed the blade from it
He went back to shower and look at his hands which have bruises from that incident looking at that he felt more angry and hurt
And he started cutting his hands like crazy without stopping he made more than 10 cuts which slowly give relif to hos bodyyyyy and minded
He kept staring at his hand while sitting under the showered
Kooks pov
_____________I wanna die I daily wish to die but maybe I don't have courage maybe I am a coward I don't know but I wanna die but my attempts fail
I feel disgusted by myself that what point of life. I am were I have nothing I lost everything
And he started laughing which turned into a cry
A cry of a broken person
A cry of person who's everything was taken whoes small dream was stolen
To be continued
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