𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐀 || 18+ [ON HOLD]

14 - Conversations

i don't care how complicated this gets, i will always want you

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Before Meli, I was a man who chased after my needs.

That is of course after I make sure whoever I'm with gets their needs met first.

But I used to never just let it go. I used to at least go and jerk off.

But now, as a sleeping Meli lay on my chest, her limbs wrapped around me like a koala, I couldn't bring myself to do anything of that sort.

She looked so peaceful — her lips in a pout, her brows furrowed as she snuggled her face deeper into my chest momentarily. It looked like as if she belonged there.

She did belong there.

I wanted to keep her there forever.

But this isn't what she wanted. She made it plain and clear that this was nothing more than just a deal of friends with benefits.

And I fucking hated that.

Yeah well, at least you both are friends.

Fuck off.

"Mmm..." Meli hummed in her sleep as she moved a bit and buried her face in my neck. I couldn't help but smile like a lovesick fool.

After her orgasm, I made sure she peed so as to not get any infection, and made her change into some of my clothes which she insisted she didn't want to, but with one glare from me, she shut up like a good girl and wore my clothes.

And now she was lying on my body on the couch. 

I glanced over at the clock and realised it was almost time for dinner.

Very gently, I tried to move Meli off of me so that I could get up to make dinner, but she just grumbled and wrapped herself back onto me tighter.

I chuckled softly. I don't want her to get off either, but I'm fucking hungry and I'm sure she is too.

"Meli, baby, I need to make dinner..." I said softly as I sat up so she was now straddling my lap and resting her head on my shoulder.

A whine left Meli as she wrapped her arms around my shoulders and tried pushing us back down on the couch so she could resume sleeping.

This time, I let out a small laugh at her futile attempts.

"Meli, c'mon. We need to put something in the stomach of yours."

A snort left her as she finally lifted her head and looked at me sleepy eyes and a lazy smile, and I physically felt my breath leave my lungs at her beautiful state.

How she managed to look so fucking pretty even after just waking up is a mystery to me.

"That sounds dirty, Arthropod." She wiggled her eyebrows.