Hi. I know I said I would return, I've been dealing with some stuff.
I guess I'm a victim of assault.
My boyfriend's best friend, I was confused in my life. I liked them both and I know it's wrong. I'm usually really close to people so I don't mind hugs.
He started with big strong hugs. I didn't mind.
Until he started putting his hands inside my shirt, squeeze my boobs, slide is hands onto my ass, he would put his fingers on my jeans where the ass is ,make a joke about taking off my pants, put his hand at the start of my bottom parts.
I would ask him to stop but his response would be "what?" "What's wrong?" Which was obvious what was wrong. Because I knew his response I stopped asking and laughed so he didn't think anything.
I hate the feeling.
We were at a friend's house and the friend explained he only saw the hugging parts. He didn't see the rest. This all happened yesterday and I'm trying to recover and have felt awful. I can't look at myself properly because I didn't yell at him.
I'm mad at myself. I blame myself for what happened.
My friends have talked and someone is going to talk to him and then we will talk to his parents. Sexual assault is not alright. Even if he did that as a joke that is not a fucking joke to do with a girl.
It fucking disgusting.
My friends have comforted me today and I'm glad to have them.
I hope you understand my side and I love you all. I will return writing when I heal from this experience.
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