can't say no to you (Rodan x king Ghidorah)

Finding out.

Author note:
Welcome back, readers. I hope you enjoyed the last chapter. This chapter will be another past story, but it will be on how Ichi came to turms with the relationship this time. I'm sorry for the weird font change because oh how many words there are when I was trying to fix it it starts glitching. SMUT WARNING as always. And please forgive my bad Spanish.

ICHI POV:

I lay my head on Rodans lap, still tired from the worry that plegged me last night. "You good ichi? You still look tired, " Rodan spoke, making me look up at him. "Hmm? Yes, I fine Rodan, I am a bit tired, but I shouldn't hold you back." I said tiredly, moving my body a bit, with my face twords his stomach, kissing it to reasure him. He sighed with a smile, "Alright..." He said, running a few fingers through my hair, and looked back up watching the news. I was soothed by his hands, closing my eyes just for a second. I thought to myself during that time, nothing specific, but I found myself reminded of how this contract with Rodan would have made me feel bitter then.

Obviously, from the lack understanding my own emotions. Growing the warm sensation of having him around was never known to us, but Kevin picked it up so quickly. He understood exactly what was happening, or at least that's what I thought. Although I don't think he understood how to go through with it, that would be expected from him as he always followed me or Ni, and he just did what he viewed from the past.

I probably would have done the same if I wasn't trying to be closed off at the time. It made me nervous when I realized what I was feeling, that I was beginning to grow fearful of being around him. I could have accidentally displayed my feelings twords him, and it did become the most apparent 3 months before I realized what the 2 were doing.

On it's own the love for him grew the more time I spent around him, and it was becoming increasingly noticeable to me. I was becoming tortured at times by ignoring the feeling, wishing there was a world where it could be appropriate to tell him. At the time, I believed the relationship would be very inappropriate to ask for, but even at that, I thought an earth creature would have no desire to find a mate out of us.

(THE PAST)

When Ni proposed to try and catch the two alone, I called him foolish for thinking we'd find anything. Denying the bird would have any interest in us, as much as it burned a bit inside me that I wish he did or even could. Well, low and behold, I felt humiliated and shocked when I saw the two together.

Ni's angr made me snap out of the shock, but it made me furious as well. I had been hiding because I found this relationship wasn't right. I thought he'd think the same way, and for a moment, I thought Rodan was just playing into San's fantasies.

After speaking to Rodan, it became blaintly clear he loved San just as much. He called me out on my ignorance twords San's emotions, and he seemed to understand him more than me or Ni ever did in the past. Understanding the way he thought and felt had a purpose, and I felt like another coward hiding from reality, Rodan was right.