Random poems and paragraphs I have in my notes

Poetry for him

You are not right for me
We are not right for each other
You love her
And I love someone else
It would never work
You and me would never work
So why do I want it to so badly
I have fucked up so many times
And I keep fucking up
But I want you here
I want you by my side
I want you
So badly
That it's not fair

The galaxies look beautiful
But not as beautiful as you
These flowers are stunning
But not as stunning as you
This show is riveting
But not as riveting as you
My bed is so comfy
But not as comfy as you
Homework is so stressful
But not as stressful as you
What I'm saying is
Is that nothing compares to you
In any way in every way
You come out ontop
I love life and all of its beauty
But not as much as I love you

I love you
It's strange to say
I mean I used to say it
But now it feels different
Well not really
We're still in the same circumstances
You having a girlfriend
Me fucking things up
By telling people stuff I shouldn't
It's all the same in comparison
But it's been two years
It feels as though
Even though we're different people now
We still draw near each other
Even though we grew differently
Our hearts stay intertwined
Even though you're not mine

Pick one
Me or her
Please
My heart can't take this
If you look to the future and you see her
Then go
If you see me then stay
She's manipulative
she breaks your heart
But if she's who you want
Go to her
And I'm not a good person
I fuck up so badly so much
I have the worst habits
I'm not good for you
But I want you regardless
So if you want me too then stay

She likes you
I can see it on her face
The way she acts
The way she looks at you
It's written all over her
She likes you
And I was never good enough for you
No matter how hard I tried
I was never good enough for you
No matter how much time I spent
I was never good enough for you
No matter how much time passed
I was never good enough for you
And for a while I was okay with it
I didn't need to be enough for you
I just needed to be enough for me
But now it's all coming back
You're coming back
Those feelings are coming back
And I swear I have never
hated everything more