I was walking through the air port until I felt a hand grab my arm ''no y
don't go'' nidal said ''its okay'' I say ''yn'' nidal said ''its okay'' I say ''no y
just stay in la with me'' he said ''nidal can you have to listen to me very carefully'' I say '' I love you'' I say ''yn pleas'' nidal said crying ''thank you thank you for saving my life'' I say with a tear shedding ''when I meet you I was at the darkest time in my life'' I say sadly ''and you were they only person that could bring me joy'' I say ''no pleas just stay I miss you I miss you pleas'' nidal said ''i wont make it back in time for your birthday I love you so much'' I say ''i love you too'' he said ''and now I finally know what love feels like'' I say as nidal cupped my face wiping a tear ''what are your saying?'' nidal said ''i am saying we have to brake up'' I say as I pull out a gold necklace and hand him his half and I put on mine when the fight attendant called us to go into boarding and I kiss him on last time and get onto the plane when me and Ben get off the plane we I went to go get my puppy Billy while Ben got the suitcases once I get my puppy I pick him up and cuddle him and rest my head into his soft gold fur and I walked to Ben and I grabbed my white suitcase when Ben had my other 3 and his 3 and we when to his car and put all of the suitcases into the back of the car and I take a pick for Instagram and posted it and we got into the car and drove to are new house that was not as big as are other one but still big and I open my cat bag and take out fuzzy and I put her in my lap next to Billy once we got to the new house I unpacked all of my clothing,makeup,skincare,pet stuff,and my bedding I flop onto my bed and started to scroll through tik tok and instagram and I see nidal post a Sad pick and tagged me and I reply to it saying '' I miss you so much'' I started to scroll through my pics and I see a lot of cute ones once it was 12am I went to sleep and thinking about I get to see ally and Blake