IMAGINES [GRACIE ABRAMS]

back to december inspo!

*slight smut at the end if ur uncomfy.*

"I'd go back to December all the time.."

"you cant really change anything now can you."

"You know what maybe you're right, maybe this is all wishful thinking."

You and Gracie were dating for 2 years before breaking up in December, due to Gracie feeling overwhelmed with everything, specifically the relationship.

It's been a 3 months since then and you end up asking her to meet at the coffee shop you two have always gone to.

The long awaited day came, and unsurprised you're nervous and anxious for the upcoming meet. I woke up early since I wanted to get ready and fix myself up. If your relationship of two years ended, you wouldn't exactly hold up well would you? I took my time and tried to calm myself down. Even though we were over she was still Gracie the same girl i've known and loved for years. I kept reminding myself I had nothing to be afraid of.

Turning on my car was the easy part, hitting the gas pedal and actually driving was harder than expected. Eventually I had to drive since the time we agreed on was getting closer and closer. Gracie had always known me as the punctual person I am so why change that? as soon as I walked in I was hit with the smell of coffee and the fresh vanilla bean muffins she always loved. I felt the flashbacks creeping into the back of my mind, I was taken back to reality as soon as I saw her.
It was like whiplash, I felt frozen in place, like the world revolved around her and only her. Seeing as she would probably turn around at some point I swallowed the lump in my throat and approached her.

"grey?"

I asked as if I could mistake anyone else for her.

"y/nn"

she replied softly, the same voice I longed to wake up to every morning. I simply couldn't stand to just sit there and do nothing so I hugged her as tight as I could. We both held on like the place was empty, like we were the only two people to exist at that moment, truly nothing else had mattered. I tried to keep my composure as I let go and finally sat down.

"I got you those muffins you like."

Her face melted as I said that, and smiled softly.

"You really didn't have to y/n."

She said like I haven't been getting her muffins with every visit i've had to the coffee shop.

"So How's life, how's your family?"

Gracie asked clearly trying to lighten up the mood and ease the tension.

"I mean it's been okay, busier than ever. Mom hates it when I bury myself in work, and Dad asks about you."

I felt like she knew my guard was up by the way she was speaking to me. How can I blame her, she knows me like the back of her hand.

"Listen Gracie, i'm sorry for the way i'm acting it's just I can't get it out of my mind the last time I saw you is burned in the back of my mind. I can't forget it, I can't forget you. I won't forget you, because you're worth the pain of remembering."

"Oh y/n, I'm sorry for all of it. I don't deserve you, I know how much you tried to stop us ending. I still love you, I never stopped. I'm just afraid i'll end up doing the same thing again, and i'll never forgive myself for hurting you when knowing I could've prevented it. I go back to December all the time, all the time without you is nothing but missing you. Every moment I have spent, I spent it thinking of you. I Just wish I realized what I had when you were mine."