~{蝶を呼ぶ人}~

~{パニック発作}~

(panic attack)

Shinobu's pov:
I got sent on a mission with tomika, god his dreamy, I wished he talked more maybe teasing will do the treat (shitnubitcho no)
Sk: you should smile more like Me
G: ....
His quite I can't read him well, but oh god is he hot...

Giyuu's pov:
Shinobu has been a bit more pale lately, I don't want to seem rude, but am I pale? I think so... What should I do? I really want her to like me... Do I have to change?
Sk: this is why you have no friends tomika
Those words broke my heart, am I worthless? Doesn't deserve friends? I'm racing with thought I don't want to but my mind thinks to it antomanily
Am I wrong? Am I the problem

Third person:
After the mission Giyuu went straight to his estate and started to have a panic attack, his breathing increased, his eyes opened he tugged on.his mismatched haori as he started to break down, there was a knock at the door
Sk: tomika can I come in?..

Giyuu wasn't answering...

Shinobu's pov: I hear loud breathing, panic attack? Isn't her alright? He just seems shy... I shouldn't have said about how he has no friends...I messed up, no one would love a bully? Right?

Sanemis pov:
Master told me to visit tomikas , that fucking whore.... Shinobu was outside
Ss: Kocho?
Sk: tomika isn't answering the door, I think his having a panic attack due to loud breathing, you can hear it
Ss: Mr 'im not like you' can I panic attacks?
Sk:  everyone can dummy
Ss: 売春婦 (whore)
Sk: hey!
Ss: I'm being honest ok...
Sk: I'm not a 売春婦 (whore)
Kocho started to knock louder
Sk: tomika please open the door..

I feel like breaking the door down, I'm looking through the windows and his estate is kinda unfurnished is he moving out? Or maybe... No way a Hashria isn't buying fancy stuff! Im so confused

Shinobu's pov:
Sk: sinugawa break the door down...
Sinugawa broke the door down, I rushed in to see a blood trail... I told the eyebrowless man to stay out to see what it was...
Sk: tomi-
I froze... Tomika had a razor in his hand and was cutting his thighs...
He seemed to have fire after herding my voice ...

Giyuu's pov:
Fuck... She isn't going to love a man who sh...
I stayed silent and started to curl up, my vision was becoming blurry as everything went dark...

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