Just to wake up alone

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Seungmin opens his door, and enters his house. Noticing that his mother had not yet arrived, Seungmin decides to start dinner for the both of them.

Taking ingredients from the fridge and cabinets, Seungmin placed them in the counter. He was going to make pancakes!

Starting to put the ingredients in the bowl, Seungmin takes a good 20minutes to make the pancakes before frying them. 

Hearing the door open, Seungmin sees his mother enter the kitchen with a tired yet sweet smile from her. Seungmin sighs, he wished his mother could take a break but unfortunately she cannot, neither can he. 

Setting the plates on the table, Seungmin sits down his mother doing the same. They eat in silence, which was unusual since they would both converse with each other about their day.

But today, it felt different almost as a secret laid in the both of them. Seungmin never told his mother he was seeing two men who he has a crush on.

Heck! Seungmin never told his mother about him being gay....

Honestly, there was nothing wrong with that....but In the eyes of seungmin's mother being gay is a crime that should be illegal.

finishing their foods, they both go separate ways without speaking to each other...

Seungmin lays in bed before studying, he had school tomorrow and he needed to at least be prepared for the morning classes exams.

3:48 a.m.

Seungmin felt his eyes grow tired and tired.... I mean it was late, almost hitting the sunrise.Seungmin knew his insomnia was getting worse, but he couldn't control it no he lost all full control on that shit.

Seungmin knew his eyes were red and were fucking in pain.....Seungmin knew it Damn well..

His eyes fell into darkness, Seungmin was asleep in a quite uncomfortable spot but that wasn't important.

Seungmin needed sleep he knew that well, so letting his poor body to rest felt good. letting out light snores, Seungmin could vision the memories with him and Minho at lunch.

Minho feeding him, flirting and sometimes throwing in some jokes to make the younger laugh his heart out. It all felt to good to be true, check Seungmin would've mistaken it as a dream of it weren't for the fact he had actual proof to know it was real.

Seungmin knew he was falling for two older men, and he knew that both of them seem to show I treat in him as well.  It hurt Seungmin a lot since he was the one needing to make a decision.

who should he choose?

Minho?

or jisung?

why is it so hard to decide between them?

why can't he decide with both?

what if this was a joke?

what if..... What if.....What if.... Everything was just a damn dream....what if Seungmin wakes up alone in his room.....














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Minho was in bed, his three days laying in their prospective spots. Soonie, laying beside him on the right, while doongie on the left and dori in the middle.

Minho was thinking about his lunch date with Seungmin.....letting a sigh out minho gets ready to sleep. 

'thinking about you, Kim Seungmin I wake up thinking of you and sleep thinking of you, just to wake up alone.'

Kim Seungmin drive Minho nuts, fuck! A cute freaking guy wants suppose to have this much power over the famous Lee Minho.....

Hell, Minho was going insane at the fact the younger could possibly like someone else.

Minh I wished the younger didn't though, because if he did then I guess Minh I would have to go to such an extinct of.....possibly......killing someone......

'God, Kim Seungmin the shit you make me do and feel is fucking insane....'
















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was Jisung, suppose to be nervous like this? I mean damn, he just meet this cute boy a week ago and his head over heels for him?

Kim Seungmin would  think his crazy, I mean a week? Really Han Jisung? That fast? 

never had Jisung been quick to fall for a guy that quick.

Heck! Never had Jisung been able to find, and play with someone that quick! Usually it takes him a whole month to do so!

Kim Seungmin made him crazy, the fact that Jisung has it sleep, dream about Seungmin as if they were in real life, just to wake up alone with the annoying sound of his alarm clock?

Jisung knew he had to make Seungmin fall for him, it had to be done quick or else his heart would dread into pieces if he waits for more time....

He needed Kim Seungmin as much as someone else does......


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