It was the night of the premier and my last night until I had to leave to go home. I had a sparkly navy blue dress on that represented Zoe Nightshade.
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I was super nervous as I pulled up to the red carpet. There was people flashing cameras everywhere wanting to get the best shots, i don't even know why they do that like why would you harass someone for a living like...
When I get out of the car I hear lots of 'Y/n look over here'
'Y/n where is everyone else'
'Y/n'
'YYY/NNNNNNN!!!'
But all I do is smile and move on to where my actual photos are going to be taken at and be asked some questions. I also might go talk to some fans because its so fun (Yall idk bout u (but I'm feeling 22) anywho but if I were a celeb or smth I'd want people to feel special and talk to them instead of pretend they don't exist and the pjo cast literally do that so much oh how I wish walker lived in Australia tho) I took some photos with fans until I heard a big cheer it was probably Walker so I gave the fans some air kisses and went over to the big cheer and saw the one the only Walking schoolbell, and might I say looking as great as ever.
'Hellooo Walker loving the blinding lights in your eyes it's just a marvelous sensation' I say jokily to him
'Hi, y/n could you just I don't know go away you literally are so annoying I don't even know why you are here' He says in a harsh tone. I feel my smile drop but I just dust it off like nothing happened and just walked away back to the fans.
'Guys avoid Walker he's in a bit of a mood right now' I tell them. One fan laughed as I bit my tears back. I stayed with the fans and chatted until everyone had arrived at the carpet. I waved goodbye to them for the last time and went over for a few interviews.
'Hi sorry I got so distracted talking to those gorgeous fans over there' I tell the interviewer as I walk over.
'It's all good I just wanted to ask you a few questions' After I finish about abagillion interviews I come to the last one. When I was going down to go talk to them I felt my phone vibrate, I grabbed my phone and saw my Mum had messaged me.
Mum-
Y/n sorry to disturb your premiere but something's happened go somewhere more private before you read this otherwise there will be lots of headlines
I was so confused but I did as she said, I excused myself from the last interviewer and went to the bathroom
Mum-
Y/n I'm sorry but b/f/n was kidnapped then we found her lifeless with a note that said it was your fault and that they wanted you to admit what you have done
Y/n, what did you do?
As I read those messages my heart broke one piece at a time who would do this and why would my own Mum think I did something that would harm b/f/n. I slowly fell and had tears running down my face. It is all my fault and I will, I shouldn't forgive myself. No one should. But I hate the fact that they took b/f/n my b/f/n AND now they wanted me. Why couldn't they of just taken me. I heard the bathroom door open a worried Dior poked her head through
'Y/n are you okay what happened' She asked with a worried expression.
Without saying a word I just stood up even though I felt like just staying on the floor and ran out the door pushing through Dior, I felt bad but I kept going. I knew a way to avoid the paparazzi. As I am about to exit out the back I see the rest of the cast they don't see me except Walker, Walker fucking Scobell just who I want to see. He looks at me with a worried look in his eye as he comes towards me but I just give him the finger and run out the back.
'Y/n, Y/n!'
and I can go anywhere I want, anywhere but just not home.
-My tears Ricochet.
Thanks for reading this I just want to say if you have lost anyone I am here for you I lost my grandma to cancer so I CAN RELATE and if I absolutely wouldn't I WILL listen
