His Addiction

33. End of college

SANIYA:

A boy, a woman and a man,,, I'm standing with them,, house caught fire...

Arghhhh

The dream started haunting me again... But after all these years,,, even after I trying to forget everything and just having a life...

The only thing that haunts me is,, what if it is not just a dream but it is something---

" Saniya!!" a swift jolt made its ways as soon as I heard Farhan..

" I've been calling your name for the past minute.. Is everything okay!!? Sevgilim.." he caressed my hairs..

" Yeah" but still I'm not okay..

" Doctor is on her way... She might be---" door creaked abruptly.. Doctor looked at us with Raziya ji standing behind her... Doctor lips tugged into a small smile and made her way towards us...

She examined me intensely and precisely..

" Don't worry Mr. Malik.. it's just normal fear!!"

" But doctor-- " Farhan was about to ask something.

" Have you dreamt about anything bad Mrs.Malik!??" Doctor questioned me.

" Yess,, the dream terrified me a lot." I simply said looking at my palms.

" Nothing to worry.. Dreams come and go,, it is nothing.. Don't stress yourself a lot." She took my palm into her, in which I was digging my nails in. I gazed at her and back to Farhan..

" Mr. Malik,, can you please wait outside.. I've to talk to her.." as soon as doctor said everyone exited the room...

" Now tell me,, Mrs.Malik!!"

I've no idea from where to start..

" This dream haunts me from childhood,, doctor. I tried to forget and move on,,, but after all these years,, the dream appeared again.."

" Look Mrs.Malik,,, as far as I read about dream psychology.. If a dream appears since your childhood,, it's almost proved that those aren't dreams but they would've happened in the past for real.. I can't say that your dream was your past,,, but there would be chances that it was your past..." She paused and looked at me.

" Try to find it,,, I'm pretty sure. You will definitely overcome. By the way sometimes stop eating ice cream at late night.." she chuckled..

" Take care, Mrs.Malik and consume these medicines also.." I nodded at her. She left and same time Farhan entered room...

" I'm very sorry... I should've stopped you yesterday from drowning under rain and I should've been little strict about your food diets.. If I would've,, then you might not suffer today. "

Wtf,, he isn't scolding me for my negligence but he is scolding himself for not taking care of me instead... God how did I get this man..

I didn't utter a single word but he keeps shoting me glares,,,which are sending chills down my spine..

" Farhan,," I held his hand.

" I'm alright.. please don't worry " I assured,, squeezing his hand..

" Your body is burning right now,,, well take some rest. I'll tell Raziya ji to make some soup." He said kissing my temple, and left the room.

Everyone are concluding that,, this fever is because of drowning in rain... But it's not true,, each and everytime,, I see this dream,, it frightens me,, makes me fragile. I wanna know about this.

But what if,, what if the whole thing was my past... A lump formed in my throat,, my throat dried up and my lips too.

I looked outside the window,, with full of thoughts running in my mind.