MANNAT : His desire

ANNOYED TANZIL

MANNAT'S POV

Seriously what does he think of himself, it's not right wasting this much money i mean- i understand i started this.

But i thought he will refuse the first time but no he had to go around and give money so freely.

I can't help feeling guilty after i give so much of his money to that bhelpuri seller.

I was angry after that i thought he would be angry at me but he was laughing and then touching me like that.
And why the hell i was blushing ?
what is happening to me ?

Please don't tell me i am attracted to him, i mean sure he has a handsome face, god he is so handsome ,
It's a wonder he is not an actor or model. and then i can't get his voice out of my mind he could be a singer too  and his veiny hands .. ahh there is something about veiny hands i can't resist. he could be a boxer too.

On My God what the hell i am even thinking have i gone mad?

Why the hell i can't control my heartbeat when he is around? It's like my mind wrapped itself around a fog and i can't think of anything else when he is touching me

Its not even about the wey he looks, its about the way he feels. he feels like rains

And i love rains. i freaking love them

He feels like that and it's terrifying me because i can't possibly be attracted to my boss .

The same man i am supposed to stay away from, 

To distract my  mind i asked vally
"Would you like to buy some suits vally.. ?"

when she nods i drag her inside a showroom of suits and sarees.

then i left Mr. Singhania and vally to themselves. 

And walk towards the sarees section. there are so many sarees around me of all colors with such beautiful designs.
god these beauties are owning my heart

I was watching a blue saree when a voice interrupted me 

"White" i look behind me and Mr.Khan leaning against the wall with a smile on his face.

He looks so good when he smile 

wait this is weird i never thought about his smile before , why the hell i am even thinking about it now?

"What..?" i asked him

"Pick that white saree" he point towards a saree on a mannequin.
And my jaw hit the floor,
because this saree is looking absolutely exquisite like why the hell i didn't see this before ?

He walked towrads me and lift my chin up with his finger.
but again to deny with him i replied 

"Shut up white pehen kar Mai kisi aatma jaisi lagungi.."

he looked at me and then shaked his head slowly
"Kisne kaha..
Mujhe toh lagta hai white pehen kr tum chand jaisi lagogi.."

There..how the hell i am supposed to stay calm when this man speaks like this..with the intensity he is looking at me i feel something weird in my stomach..my cheeks burn and i simply stand there like a statue while he called a man and asked him to pack the white saree.

After that he came closer to me and said slowly "Chaliye" 

With a freaking grin on his face

This man knows what he is doing to me and he is enjoying it and this is making me more frustrated.

By the time we meet vally and Mr. Singhania. Mr. Singhania has 5 bags in his hand and a smile on his face. I looked behind and saw Mr. Khan with two bags.