It was my doll. Shit what have I done. "Doll, you have been mistaken I-", she didn't let me finish, "no I don't want to listen to you", "but--" "what huh, you only said I talk rubbish--", "no no doll, you don't talk rubbish" "but you said you don't want to hear my voice", she whispered while looking down. "Please look at me doll", I requested her. Finally she looked at me with her tear filled beautiful light blue eyes. I smiled and confessed "the truth is I only want to hear your voice, your talks are not rubbish, they are heaven to my ears, when you are with me, I forgot my every problems, you are my everything doll, my everything", I whispered the last words and joined our foreheads. She closed her eyes, her lips were parted and she was breathing heavily. I so badly wanted to kiss her. But restraining myself, I kissed her forehead with all my love. More tears started coming from her eyes.
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"Your cries stab my heart doll, please don't cry", I wiped her tears, and she hugged me tightly. "Koo please don't leave me ever", she whispered softly. "Never doll, I am never gonna leave you". You are stuck with me for the rest of our life doll. I didn't say this aloud, but it's the truth.
After calming her, I made her sit in the car. While I was driving towards her house, she was fiddling with her fingers. "You want to ask something??", I asked her. She nodded her head. I smiled and said, "then what are you waiting for??" "Whom did you thought called you when you said those words??" "Ahh it's that girl Erene, she is irritating me ever since she got my number" "Hmm you should not talk to someone like that Koo, it's very rude", she complained. "But when I already told her I am not interested then why is she so hell bent for a date??", I asked her. Why is she taking her side?? She is my doll. "But you are old enough to date, then why don't you give her a chance??", She asked in confusion. I stopped the car with so much force that due to the pressure we both jerked forward. Even though I was quick enough to stop her by keeping an arm in front of her, still she must have felt it because of the shock expression on her face. But it was nothing compared to the shock she had given me. She want me to date someone else. Is she completely out of her mind. Can't she feel this connection between us. The mere thought of her not beside me could drive me crazy. I gritted my teeth and gripped the steering wheel so hard that my knuckles became white. "What was that Koo??" I looked at her with so much anger swirling in them. "You want me to date her??", I asked her gently even though I want to shout and scream for even thinking about such a thing. "Why don't you want to??" "I want an answer doll not a question" She looked here and there, clearly distressed what to answer. "I-i do-n't don't know", she replied while looking down. I banged my fist on the steering wheel so hard that my knuckles started bleeding. She gasped and quickly took my hand in her small hands. "What are you doing Koo??", She asked in panic. But I snatched my hand and shouted at her "WHY THE HELL DO YOU CARE HUH?? YOU WANT ME TO DATE SOMEONE ELSE RIGHT?? THEN NO NEED TO SHOW ME YOUR SO CALLED CONCERN??". I am so damn angry right now that I didn't even noticed that I was scaring her. But what can I do, I have loved this girl for so long, and here she was asking me to go and date someone else. I was in my own thoughts, when I felt her kissing my knuckles. "Please don't be angry Koo", she whispered softly while tears were rolling down freely from her eyes. She took the first aid kit from the glove compartment and put my hands on her lap, this time I let her treat me because she is my only medicine. She applied antiseptic on a cotton pad, "it's gonna sting a bit", I nodded like a 5 year old kid. While blowing on my hands, she started treating me. I smiled at her carefulness. After bandaging my hand, she gave a soft kiss on it. I inhaled sharply and brought both her hands to my lips. I gave several kisses to both her knuckles. "I am sorry doll for behaving like that", I said with guilty eyes. Even though I didn't liked what she said, but it was not her fault. I should not have behaved like a jerk to her. She shook her head and said, "It's okay koo, you can sc-old me as much as you want but ple-ase don't hurt yo-urself, I can't see you in pain", saying this she started crying. I pulled her towards me and hugged her tightly.
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"Please don't cry doll, I promise, I won't hurt myself again". After calming her down, I asked her in a soft voice, "why can't you see me in pain doll??", She looked at me and shuttered "I-i Don't know, i-I just can't bear the thought of you in pain neither physically nor emotionally", I looked at her with wide eyes. Does that mean my doll has feelings for me?
20 mins later-
After making sure she is safe and sound inside her house, I left for my office. But on the way, only one thought was coming, does my doll loves me, and if she really does, how to make her realise it.
