After angela left I tried to watch some tv.
It was about 8 o'clock .
I was so scared of having another panick attacks .
I was shaking I did not know what to do .
I panicked so I called tim ,I did not know why but I could only think of him.
on the phone:
Tim:hi tim here.
Lucy : hi tim.
Tim:oh hey!
Lucy:uhm I eh *lucy started crying *
Tim:what is rong luce?
Lucy: uh-I-I-uhm-
Tim:you can tell me anything.
Lucy:so I uhm I had a panick attack this morning,and I-I-ange-l-a came by but she had to go an hour ago .
Tim:oh I am so sorry you want me to do anything?
Lucy:are you at home?
Tim:yeah
Lucy :can you please come by?no no I am sorry.
Tim:ofc I can,I am on my way!
*tim hang op *
*ten minutes later*
*Lucy runs to the door and opens it*
*Lucy's hand is still shaking*
*they are staring at each other*
Tim :you want me to give you a hug?
*lucy does not answer*
*tim walks at lucy and gives her a hug*
Lucy:sorry because of all the shaking I have become pretty tired.
Tim:don't be sorry I will tuck you in.
Lucy:where are you going after that?
Tim I think I am going to sleep to at your couch
Lucy:no ,no I mean please don't go so far away I-I mean...
Tim: you want me to sleep in your bed too?
Lucy:mhm
Tim :okay.
*they went to the bathroom*
*tim grabs her toothbrush and brushes her teeth*
Tim: you ready?
Lucy : I guess so.
*tim tucks her in and lays next to her*
Tim:you know you are save here if there is something rong please wake me up!
Lucy:mhm
Tim :if you mind me asking why did you start having these panick attacks?
Lucy:uhm I was afraid.
Tim:of what?
*lucy started crying again*
Tim:you can tell anything I will not get mad I promise please tell me.
Lucy:I-I-I w-w-was ah afraid that we would never get together again and that I-I WOULD BE ALONE FOREVER AND THAT I*she did not finish her sentence and cried*
Tim:oh come here *he gave her a hug*
Tim: luce I am so sorry you have to feel like this.I don't know with who you are getting in love with ,with me or someone else but I do know that you will not stay alone.
Lucy :can you stay with me?
Tim:today?ofc
Lucy:no i mean can you stay I-I dont want to get In love with another caleb again.
Tim:you will not! I loved how we where back than but realy cant hurt you again,I dont want to risk it.
Lucy :I am ready I promise .
Tim:but what If you get worser attacks?
Lucy:It will not happen .I mean what is keeping us apart?
Tim:well ,...I ectually dont know I mean we can try but what If we cant
Lucy:I dont know but I want to try do you want it too?
Tim: okay then.
*Lucy is smiling.*
Tim: good night my love.
Lucy :good night handsome.
