When jieun become friends with mingyu and wonwoo who were always there for her in her hard times... There will be some things which I will wrote that happens in my life more like traumas I will share
Another bad day of my life. This world is really making me believe that there is nothing without the money. I realised how important it is to have a father or you will be treated like a trash my family proved it right . I hate seeing my mom cry but look at me getting worse in my studies I really hate myself for this I want to prove everyone that even if I'm an girl I can do everything . But everything seems to be getting worse. Nowadays I'm taking medicine because of my anxiety... I can't even face my mom she is doing everything for me I really don't wanna upset her . God please give me powers to overcome from this I begging you ....
A girl with short hair done writing her daily diary and slowly unplugged her headphones only to hear that her grandparents are still fighting with her mother.... She hate her grandparents so much but still they have nowhere to go they have to bare it until she clear her boards with good grades . Her father died 7 years ago, from that day everything went wrong she realised that the people she always loved were fake. She has been dealing with depression and anxiety since 8th grade but she never told anyone but later this year due to her anxiety attack she couldn't finish her physics exam and she had to tell her mom about this .
She slowly plugged her headphones back and took her books and notebooks and went out to the library to study as she can't see her mom like this she wanted to say many things to them but her mom told her not to say anything so she just went away from the house but her mind was continually rewinding the scenes she hates the most . God please help me I can't take it...
At library
I went inside and check in and went to my usual spot . I started off with my most hardest subject science as maths is easy but physics numericals are the most hated ones for me argg!! I started to slove the numericals . Some numericals which I couldn't slove I just mark it I will show it to my teacher .
It's been 7:30 p.m teenager's study hours are finished so I just packed my things and said goodbye to the librarian and went out . I know I will sleep without eating again as I hate to see these people who claims themselves as family. So I just went to a near by CVS and pull out a ramen and a Banna milk . I make the ramen and sat down in an empty seat and pull out my phone to scroll through the messages but I only got "heyjieun please send me yesterday's notes./ hey send me the assignments or important notes./hey jieun can you do my homework?"
I just exhale deep breath and started to revise my notes but I couldn't understand anything as if I'm studying a new chapter. I only have 7 months to make sure I have done with my studies but I couldn't focus on anything....
"Hey your food is getting cold what are you thinking?" My thoughts get disturbed by a sudden voice. I looked at my left and saw a boy or can say a man with round glasses was looking at me. "Uhh.... I'm sorry I got space out ...." I replied and again started to eat as he also stopped taking and was eating his food . But suddenly he said "Hey you did a mistake there" while pointing at my physics numerical's copy where I couldn't understand why I don't get the right answer. "You should have (+) it instead of doing (-) that's why you got the answer wrong" he said . "Oh! Right teacher told me the same thing but I forgot.. thanks" I said to him but he kept looking at me . "Uh.... is there something on my face?" I asked. "Don't you remember me?" He asked . "Huh? Did we met before... Wait! Aren't you are that new guy who shipped beside my house today?" I asked. "Yes it's me" . He said while smiling . "Let me introduce myself properly Hi I'm Jeon Wonwoo. I shipped at Dandelion coloni today *smiles* what about you?" He asked me . "Uhm well hi I'm Kang jieun I have been living here since I born" I said . "It's really nice to meet you jieun ahh" he replied politely .
After chatting a bit we took the bus and walked back home . "Thanks wonwoo for walking with me" I bowed to him . "It's okay we are literally neigbours if you got any problem you can tell me anytime" he smiled . "Okay now I should go inside take care of yourself" i bowed again and went inside my house .
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So this is the special book I was talking about i thought alot if I should publish it or not but I thought if there is someone who is going through the same situation as me then I hope this book will give them some comfort as I got while writing this.... I am writing this from my own life experience as you know I have a problematic family which I hate so much you might have find it out by reading THE CLASS PRESIDENT book I gave a little hint there I don't know if it's good to share my problems with unknowns but it's okay anyways thanks for reading please stay tune for next updates love you 🥰
