MYSTERIOUS BOY [NI-KI] | [ 니키 ] EN-

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We stood there in my room and i couldn't help but glaze at him. He wasn't feeling anything towards me but couldn't keep away from me. Or did he feel something?

" Riki whats in your mind? "

I once again asked him after he zooned out while staring at me.

" I think i want you "

" If it's because you see Jiyu in me then- "

" It is not "

I looked at him in shock. He managed to change his mind in only one evening?

" Wonhu, you opened my eyes "

" How Riki? " i asked him curiously.

" I shouldn't cry for that girl, she doesn't deserve me "

" That doesn't mean you like me, please let this decision go through your mind "

I said to him and bypassed him leaving the room and him there standing alone.

I went downstairs for the breakfast. Mina and Heeseung were talking by the table. I sat down beside them.

" Good morning "

we all said towards eachother. I started eating without saying a single word.

" How are you feeling?" Heeseung asked.

" I guess fine "

I said while playing with the food on my plate.

" Be honest " Mina said afterwards.

" You really wanna know whats up? Can you fucking handle my feelings?! "

I shouted at her making everyone turn their heads to our table. Heeseung just stared and didn't say a single word.

" Anything to say? "

I raised my voice at them. Yea they didn't do anything wrong but i had to scream at someone. I felt the need even though Mina was just caring about me.

" Is it about Riki? " Mina asked in calm voice.

" What if it is?! "

Mina stood up and shouted.

" That boy makes you lose your mind! "

I slapped her when i heard her say something bad about Riki. She was telling the truth but i couldn't handle it.

Heeseung stood up and hit the table with his fist. Everyone turned to us once again.

" You two. Stop this bullshit. Let me eat in peace "

He sat back down after he humbled us and embarrassed us infront of all the classmates sitting there.

He started eating with annoyed face. He showed the fork in his throat and i have never seen him this angry.

" Both of you leave, until you come to your fucking mind "

He shouted at us once again making Mina storm off to the girls. I walked away to a whole another direction. I was wlaking through the hall and u the stairs back to my room.

I found Riki sitting on top of the stairs crying again. Was he this sensitive? All of my anger left in the moment. He was my weakness.

" What's wrong? "

Riki lifted his head from his hands and looked at me. He was sobbing and started wiping his tears away.

" I really want you "

" Why do you keep saying different things every single day? "

" I don't know who I'm anymore, I'm lost in myself, my own body, my mind.. But i know one thing. I want you, i need you."

I stared at him. Did he just confess or something? I really wanted him but i was scared too. Scared of him leaving me for Jiyu.

I have a lot to gain but also a lot to lose.

I stared at his teary eyes. My biggest weakness. I didn't knew a personality of one person can be this complicated until i met him. I didn't mind his mental issues though.

Love is blind.

This one was the the most blind you could ever experience.

We met while watching the stars. Both of us thought we would never meet again. Fate brought us together and now I'm standing here thinking of my answer while seeing him crying his heart out.

" I want you too "

I mouthed. It was probably the worst decision but it felt right. I knew i was going to get hurt by my own stupidity but i couldn't help myself.

He was desperate and i was too.

He couldn't help himself and i couldn't help myself.

I wanted him and he maybe wanted me too for me not for Jiyu.

As soon as i told him my answer another tear fell from hi eye. He came closer to me and started kissing me on the stairs. He pinned me against the wall and his lips connected with mine.

We made out again. This trip felt like a curse but the most beautiful dream you dont want to wake up from.

His kisses were so addictive.