My past

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End of the school Deku's pov:

I felt the blood flow from my nose and my mouth is slowly bleeding too, my eyes are hurting and I can't even breathe normally.

He pull my green hairs and watch my face with a smile.

« Did you get your lesson motherfucker? »
I've never been so scared and my breath is very loud
« .... »
I try to talk but the words aren't coming through my mouth.
« ..... »

He slap me very hard that I start to see stars,
« I didn't hear anything little bitch! »
The others are watching and laughing

I could never think that this will happen.
They were my friends!
MY FRIENDS!

I shiver and murmur slowly
« Y-yes ,I g-getted m-my l-lesson »
The other started to laugh.
« Good and never come back to us or try to even ask something or we're fucking going to beat you another time»
« ... » « Did you get it you little freckless shit  ? »
« Y-yes s-sir... »

They left me there in the ground.
Like some shit.
Like something that doesn't need for anything.

I....just want to..... sleep.....
I feel my eyes closing and feel asleep.
....
Biiip

....

Biiiip

.....

Biiip Biiip Biiip

....

A warm light is getting trough my eyes making me wake up.....

I open my eyes and I see the white wall of the hospital.
One of my hand is grabbed softly by my brother,
I smile looking at his hair all messed up.
My mother fell asleep and she's grabbing my hand very hard, 

                 ....her face is covered with tears.

I try to get up but my back is in pain so I just give up

I didn't want my mom to suffer or my little brother.

I'm the only one that deserve to suffer.

I'm the only one that deserves to be left every time

I just wanted to have some friends.

In middle school I've tried to find some but I never found anyone who was interested or wanted to be friend with me.

I didn't know how to find some.

I'm just the shitty green hair quirkless that's because everyone avoid me

And whenever I found someone I've always ruined our friendships.

Maybe it's only me.

Maybe I'm just not good enough.

Maybe I'm not so attractive or cute and I disgust people only talking to them.
I would never find some friends that will like me?

Why I keep searching for people to talk with or have fun?

Why I try if I know that nobody really likes me?

I would never find someone that will love me?

Or I will always end in this place?

End of the first part

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🎵IT'S GOLDEN SEASON AND ALL THE GIRLS ARE NEEDING!🎵
Ugh I think this part is annoying🫰
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