Audie
“Ulol” she utters while fixing something. She didn’t look at me, but I sense the coldness stares in her eyes, looks like you are avoiding me huh...“Oh come on, get me what I want” i teased her, she’s now looking at me with a frowned face.
I smiled widely, she’s so pretty fuck—If even god can’t give her to me then, I'll take her forcely away from them. No one can stop me. If rules are meant to obey, then me also. I’m the ruler and everything i want is meant to be mine.
“Spoiled brat” bulong nya which i can hear. Kanina, I find her so lovely but now she’s annoying.
“Come up again? Why do you look so mad?” I asked her softly. I don’t want to fight with her today, Wala ako sa mood. “Wala, anong kailangan mo?’’ tanong nya sakin while preparing my order. I went inside and watch her do my coffee, she’s good at it. I like it more kapag s’ya ang gumagawa ng coffee ko.
“Let’s have a date” romantic date. “Luh anong date, may bf ka na nakikipag-date ka pa sa iba?” what? boyfriend?? I laughed at her, psh she seems like sarcastic ha..
"What are you talking about, Tina? I don't have a boyfriend, as I have already said that I like you, right?" I held her hand to make her look at me, but she immediately removed it, which makes me ache a little bit.
"Audie, stop playing games with me. What I saw there kanina is enough to make me understand you." She said with a smile, a sincere smile.
"What?" pagak akong tumawa, "Are you invalidating what I feel to you? Huh Tina? What you saw is just—"
"Audie, this is not the right place to talk about that and I don't mind if you have a boyfriend. I know you're just confused about what you feel towards me and i'm trying to understand you okay? We're friends." Friends. Fuck that friendship.
"Fuck that confusion, what you saw earlier is just a way of saying thank you. Ramy is gay and he's thankful because I helped him with something big, he held my hand because that's the way he show me that he's really thankful about my deeds. Now, if you're mad because I forgot about our lunchtime together I'm sorry, babawi ako I promise. It's just that many things happen unexpectedly today and many things sa campus must be worked out." I utter nonstop, I swear if she hesitate again I'll surely kiss her here.
"I'll take my coffee na, i'm going back to campus." she didn't even move so I snatched it in her hand. "Thank you for ruining my day." I utter and leave her sight.
Aartina
She looked hurt after that at hindi ko sya hahabulin, ayaw kong umasa sya sa'kin. I only see her as a friend and I know that she is as well. Maybe her feelings got mixed up because she didn't date someone for a while. I understand what she feel, and yes i question what she feel towards me.
It will pass anyway...... because a cheeky brat like her loves to play a man in her palm and broke up with them kapag napagsawaan na, she's always like that. She loves the thrill and she dislikes wasting her time with devoted and dull people.
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