[Trying a new format]
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Warning: Curse words
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H/n has been rambling on about this girl he met for the past two hours. And it is giving me a headache. I care about him, I love him, yet I can't help but get annoyed every time he storms into my room and has a full on tangent about some random girl he met.
Sometimes I wonder if he ever talks about me to his friends like this too.
" She's just so friggin pretty!! She's super nice too, but she's kind of means sometimes. But it's so attractive either way! And her eyes.. oh my gosh.. her eyes are so beautiful, " He swoons and squeals like a teenage girl whose crush just waved at them. " I think she's the one! She's literally perfect! "
I glance at him and I bury my face into the book I'm holding in my hands, groaning into it. " H/n... " I whine as I lift my head up and throw it back against the pillows, " It's two in the morning.. "
" Hmph! You're literally still awake! Now you're all whiny when I start to talk about my crush? " He crosses his arms over his chest and pouts. He looks at me with a disapproving glare and I look at him with a tired look in my eyes. " H/n, this is the fifth girl in three months. Who is this damn person anyway? " I ask as I sit up and look at him. " It's a secret! If I told you, you'd just make fun of me again! " He shouts and he moves closer to me. I glare at him and I push him away.
" Because every girl you ever crush on is either a bitch, stupid, disloyal, or just an attention seeking slut. OR all of the above! " I shoot back as I throw my hands up in the air exasperatedly, " Also, I do not make fun of you! I warn you! But your stubborn ass never listens to me. "
H/n looks at me and scoffs before looking away. " A real friend would support me no matter what, " He mutters under his breath, loud enough for me to hear.
I stare at the back of his head for an awkward minute or two, before I decide to move closer and hug him tightly. " I do care, you dumbo. That's exactly why I warn you. I just don't want you to get hurt, " I whisper softly as I rest my chin on his shoulder.
" Come on, H/n.. you can't stay mad at me for wanting to protect you, " I look up at him and feel his chest rise up as he takes a deep breath, and fall back down as he exhales. He looks at me and smiles softly, " I know, I know. You're just the only person I can really go to to talk about this stuff. Honestly, I'm just...scared, I guess, " he confesses and he turns to face me fully.
I pull away from him and I tilt my head, my face mixed with a mixed expression of confusion and curiosity. " Scared..? " I ask softly. He nods and chuckles. I can tell he's nervous, and slightly hesitant to say anything else, which makes me slightly worried. " ...Do you wanna talk about it? " I hesitate to ask as I slightly move closer to him.
I notice his cheeks flushing a light shade of pink, barely noticeable, but still there. I look up at his eyes and I gently hold his hand in mine. He sighs softly before he groans and looks away, " I... I don't know, " he whispers and holds my hand tighter. " Why is love so scary? " He whines and groans.
I chuckle softly and smile at his complaining. Honestly, I didn't know myself. Love is very scary, and complicated. The worst part is that no one can control who they love or who their heart chooses.
" I don't know, " I admit as I look into his eyes, finding comfort in them. " But it is a wonderful thing to experience. "
He chuckles and nods, his voice dropping to a soft whisper as he speaks, " Yeah, it is.. isn't it? "
" Can you tell me more about your crush? " I ask and smirk as I scoot closer to him. He blushes and looks at me, and reluctantly nods. " She's really pretty... Her smile is beautiful... Her body is just...wow. She's perfect. She's like a goddess to me, " he says, and I can't help but feel a pang of jealousy course through my veins.
But I know I have no right to feel jealous. I don't own him, and he doesn't belong to me. He deserves to love anyone he wants to love.
" She's just so beautiful, " he continues and a smile forms on his lips. My heart warms at the sight of it. I always find comfort in his happiness for some reason.
" I bet she is, " I giggle and I nudge him playfully, " if she scored a guy like you, she's definitely beautiful. "
He blushes more and looks away again, and I giggle as I watch him put a hand on his face in a futile attempt to hide his face, which was basically a tomato at this point. " Don't say shit like that, " he mutters and glares at me. I shrug and smirk and I nudge him again. " It's only the truth, my dear friend! "
" You're an idiot, " he chuckles and shakes his head, feigning disapproval. I roll my eyes and I pinch his cheek,
" We're both idiots. "He nods and smiles softly, " Idiots for life, " He mutters. " Duh, of course! I expect you and I to be friends and idiots for a lifetime and every other lifetime ahead! " I giggle ane I hug him tightly, to which he immediately wraps his arms around me and hugs me back.
" Say... where is your crush anyway? " I ask and I pull away a bit to look at him.
We lock eyes and he smiles softly, " She's right in front of me. "
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Shush, I know this is short, I ran out of ideas. Hope y'all liked it tho, bye <3
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