I saw Matt looking around on the street. I don't know why I couldn't say anything back to him. I mean I love Matthew with all of my heart. At least I think I do. It's so hard to say it though. I came out of the Starbucks when I saw Matt enter the book store across the street. I ran to the store and walked in to look for Matt.
"Can I please use this?" I asked the lady at the front desk.
"Did you lose a child, ma'am?" She asked.
"No, but I-"
"Then, no you may not ma'am."
I walked to the back of the store and started to yell.
"Matthew Lee Espinosa, I love you! I'm so sorry I didn't say it back at the hotel! I'm an idiot for not doing it!"
I walked down a few more aisles.
"Matthew you're literally the best thing that's ever happened to me! I don't know what I'd do without-"
I couldn't believe what I was seeing. He was kissing another girl. No, let's not even use the word kissing. Let's say sucking the face off of her. I whimpered inside of my mouth. He turned around and saw me rushing out of the store. As soon as I got outside, I went to the closest restaurant and locked myself in the bathroom. That was until an employee kicked me out. Back on the street once again, I looked for the staircase again. When I finally noticed it, I walked towards it. A hand then grabbed my arm.
"Suzanna, it's not what you think it is." Matthew said.
"Could you explain to me what that was then, Matt?" I said getting angrier by the second.
"She's a really good friend of mine. It meant nothing to me. I swear."
"Matthew, you do realize that I literally just confessed that I loved you. In front of a WHOLE DAMN STORE and when I finally found you in an aisle, you were MAKING OUT WITH ANOTHER GIRL WHOSE NAME YOU PROBABLY DON'T EVEN KNOW!"
"Her name is Mallory. Suzanna, I love you too and I'm so glad that you love-" He said before I cut him off.
"LOVED, MATT! I LOVED YOU AND THE FACT THAT YOU JUST TOLD ME HER NAME PISSES ME OFF EVEN MORE!"
I got out my phone and called Cameron. I saw Matt glance over at my phone.
"You're calling Cameron?" He asked.
"Yes. Is there a problem Matthew?"
~PHONE CONVO~
C- Hey babes!
S- Hey babe! Whatcha doin'?
C- Just sittin' in the hotel room watchin' TV. Why? Do you need something?
S- Yeah. Can you come pick me up on 23rd street please?
C- Isn't there a subway right there?
S- Yes, but I need you to come get me.
C- Fine. I'll be there in a few minutes.
S- Okay! Bye Cam.
C- Bye Suz!
~ END OF PHONE CONVO~
I was pretty positive that at the moment I looked like a raccoon that had just come out of a water park. Matt was up against the wall of a building with his knees tucked to his chest. He looked up and I quickly turned my head. Soon enough, Cameron pulled up. I got into his car and immediately broke down.
He leaned over and hugged me, "Hey, hey. Babe what's wrong?"
"Just drive me back to the hotel."
"Shouldn't we get Matt too?"
"DAMMIT DRIVE CAMERON!" I yelled.
After a silent trip, we made it back to the hotel. I tried to stand up out of the car but my knees felt weak. I fell against the side of the car.
"Come on baby girl", he said bridal-style picking me up.
We got up to the room and it was empty. The last night. The last night that I was supposed to have with Matthew. The last night with all of them. The last night for another 3 months. It had all turned to shit. We were in our room and Cam could tell I didn't want to sleep in here. He got Carter and Mahogany to trade with us for tonight.
