I'm not a victim
But I've made myself into one
Plenty.
I'm not impossible to love
But I've made it a chore.
I've got great potential
But I lack self confidence.
I know no one is perfect
But man,
I feel so far from being someone imperfectly perfect.
I don't like these things of me
And I want to be
better than what I am
Sometimes,
it just feels impossible,
Like an addiction I can't win.
I don't know what to call this
Or how to break the cycle.
I just want to find the better me
So
I don't have to wonder anymore
About the what if's
Or the how come's.
I want to do something
about myself
Before I come
completely undone.
