Mondays are definitely one of my least favourite days in the week. Not only because it's starts, but also got too many classes German. I hate German. Not only because it's German, or the stupid teacher, mostly because it keeps me away from my boyfriend. He always smells so amazing, has that manly scent and his big eyes are making me go crazy. Our relationship is unfortunately a secret. Nobody knows what we do in private. Or when we are at the back seats. His laughs is so amazing. No matter how annoying people think we are, at least we are happy. At least we have fun and have smiles on our faces. Right now we are having Bulgarian. Extremely boring. The teacher is super annoying I can't stand her anymore. If she picks me or Kaloyan (my boyfriend) once again I will go insane and throw tantrums. His hand on my thigh is the only thing I am thinking about right now and honestly I don't give a single fuck about the stupid class. He knows how he makes me feel. He knows how much control he has over me with his hand placement. I act tough, but fuck how weak I am for him. Ding. A text? Ugh... From Boris. He is so annoying I can't stand him already.
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I swear if he texts one more time... I can't believe he still thinks he can be a part of my relationship with Kaloyan. I thought we were enough obvious we don't want him. He makes me so mad. "Kaloyan do you know the answer to number 5?" the annoying teacher speaks and it just pushes my buttons even more. I can't keep my mouth shut at this point "Shut up already, nobody cares about your stupid class!". The whole class turns to look at me. The names I will be called like "disrespectful" and "stupid" are worth it all when I know I received them helping my boyfriend out. Boris turns to our direction and laughs. Thinks it's so funny, does he? I would never do this for him. So would Kaloyan. Stupid idiot. I don't even feel bad for him anymore. It's his own fault he can't find other friends. I really do not give a single fuck.
Kaloyan POV
Keep up. Keep up. Keep up. Keep up with the boys mode. Be straight. Hate gays. Beat them up. Don't attend gay parades. Don't listen to gay songs. Never ever have a boyfriend. This is in the balkans. Never, never we can let the others know what we are. I want to, he wants to too, for sure, but can we really? Only to end up bullied. Only to end up humiliated. I want to show him off so much. I want everyone to know how much I love him, how pretty and amazing he is for me. I want them all to know... I want them to see how much I long for him. This is so tiring sometimes. To be like this. To hate kids because they like someone the same gender as them. And about our parents. If they ever understand we will both be extremely yelled at for being disappointments and not deserving anything we have. I hope society realises one day that no matter what you are, love is love. I can't help but love him. I don't care how others see him. They probably see him as an annoying brat with family issues, but for me he is much more. I love seeing him everyday. I love touching his skin and silky smooth hair, i love watching his face and especially making eye contact with him. I love his stupid jokes and his voice. His laugh. I can't imagine my life if I didn't met him. He was the light in the darkness I stayed in for too long. He is the sun after rain for me. Ding. Him. Why? He is next to me?
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sighs I don't care what that idiot Boris thinks. He is so fucking annoying, I can't stand him anymore. I hope he loses everything and everyone. Disturbing me and Ruslan was his biggest mistake.
Simona POV
She is so mesmerising, oh my god. She went to the toilets. Fuck I should go too. I need to go. I need to touch her. I need to feel her closer to me.
Simona stands up and walks out the classroom to the toilets. There she sees Raya and immediately goes to hug her behind her back.
"Missed you. Missed your scent for even a few minutes..." Simona mumbles. Raya grabs her hands and holds her like this. "Missed you too. But be careful. If someone sees-" "They won't. And so what if they do anyway. You want them to see don't you? The adrenaline of being seen with your so-called best friend hugging intimately in the school bathrooms. How does that sound, Raya?" Raya takes a deep breath and looks at Simona "I kinda like the idea, yeah". "Exactly" Simona says before kissing Raya's cheek.
