At her worst

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My eyes were filled with aggression , anger , guilt and remorse. I was extremely raged . I screamed very loudly throwing everything that was kept there on the floor " aishhh fuck those people , bhnch** , saale haramzaade ,  why why did this happen , it's all my fault " ,  I got in my knees  while shouting and crying very loudly . I threw the beer bottle from  my hand on the floor . My hand started bleeding .
I was bleeding very much from the wounds , my clothes were stained in blood . I took another bottle and started drinking and crying .

Meanwhile Jk
We were all in V's room sitting and talking , when we heard loud noises of someone shouting really loud , those sounds felt familiar and we heard the thuds of things breaking .

V
From where are these sounds coming from .

Jk
I think it's living room , let's go and check what happened .
We all quickly got out of the room and reached the living room mad I saw the whole living room in mess , glass pieces were scattered all over the floor and y/n was sitting on her knees on the floor and she is shouting . She was being a whole crying mess at that time and she was drinking .
I have never seen her in such a state .

Suga
What happened to her , why is she crying like this .

Jk
Let me go and handle her .
I went to her and sat on my knees and saw her hands bleeding and her thigh and shoulder also  bleeding and all her clothes were stained in blood . Glass pieces were penetrated in her face skin .

Y/n
After listening to all this everyone came outside in the living room  and saw me in that state. Jungkook quickly came to me and got on his knees .  He asked me " y/n what happened , you are bleeding , why are you crying , tell me " .

I looked him in his eyes and said while crying heavily " go away I don't want you to see me like this ,just leave me alone " and I started pushing him .

He didn't even budge from his place and said " y/n am not gonna go anywhere , I am here for you even in your worst , so if you want to cry just cry on my shoulder, cry as much as you want , and take it all out on me , I won't utter a single word , but don't ask me to leave ."

Listening to his words I cried more and hugged him tightly " I don't deserve to be a soldier , I couldn't save a girl who was raped by those motherfuckers , I can't forgive myself , if I had reached there before, she would be alive . I don't deserve to live . She endured so much pain waiting for someone to help her ."

JkCalm down baby nothing happened because of you , you left as soon as you got the news

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Jk
Calm down baby nothing happened because of you , you left as soon as you got the news . Where normal people get at least 1 hour to get ready , you were ready in just 15 minutes. I am the living proof of it and tell me did all that happened infront of you .

Y/n
No

Jk
See if  it would have been done in front of you than you would have surely saved her and killed those bastards right there. I know you baby , so don't feel guilty of yourself I know you would have done your best .so don't blame yourself.

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