𝙋𝙧𝙤𝙛𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙋𝙡𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙤𝙮 || 박성훈

Epilogue

Haeun

Currently I'm packing my things.

Yes, I'm leaving this country.

So I can focus on my study and pursue my life to a drawing artist.

Since that day, I changed a little bit more.

Yunjin was so shocked to see miserable like this.

She wanted to talk with Sunghoon, tell Heeseung.

But I forbid her.

She can't do this.

I understand her concerns.

But still she can't tell Heeseung.

I don't want their friendship to get ruined because of me.

I stare at my phone.

My chats with Sunghoon.

A tear escaped from my eye.

Oh gosh…..

I promised myself I won't cry or shed a tear over him

But I think my heart don't want to understand it

My heart still aches for him.

I can remove everything but the memories with him?

I can't remove it or it will fade away.

I feel so vulnerable.

I hate to admit it but I still love him.

Deeply.

He might hate me all he wants.

But I can't bring myself to do it.

Like I couldn't hurt him when I wanted to.

When I told my parents and Heeseung that I want to move to another country to study, they were taken a back but still agree.

Heeseung also sensed something at my sudden demand of wanting to study abroad.

So he confronted me. It was so hard to make him believe that I wanted to go abroad to do more better.

But at last, he seems to be convinced.

Sighs.

At least, he won't be suspicious again.

Or maybe he will.

He even asked Yunjin and Soeun.

I forbid both of them to not say anything to Heeseung.

They wanted to but says nothing.

Me and Sunghoon never met each other after that day.

Or should i say we ignored each other professionally so no one can doubt us?

But whenever he saw me even for a second, he looked at me with so much hatred.

It made my heart aches.

He spent his time with various types of girls.

Walk with them in front of me.

It hurts me.

So badly.

My skin crawled whenever I saw those whore with him.

But I can’t say or do anything.

Well….it's my fault too.

Not only his….

I said too much.