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#10

Sarah's point of view..

I broke down, I fell I couldn't realize why did everyone leave. It felt as if I wouldn't be able to stand again. Everyone left, left me to be alone, left me to handle alone, to tolerate alone, left me with all the pain, hurt, regret. They turned their backs towards me when I needs them the most. The ones bringing all their problems to me, left me when it was their time to stand by, to stay. No one stayed. It was as if I could actually feel their presence vanishing. Their promises fading. I waited for them to realize that I needed them. But they didn't. I forgot to smile, to be happy, to find my reason of living. My life didn't end but I also didn't have some one to hold on.
And then came a hand, to pull me up, to help me stand. It was him. I never thought he'd stay or rather I didn't expect him to. After all that I went through I left all hope, rather lost it. But he tried to get back the old me. I didn't want to try but he made me do that. Despite of my stubbornness, my being so tough, so unreasonable, he stayed. He gave me reasons to be happy to smile again. Despite of me keeping so quite he showed me ways to speak up.
One day he finally made me see myself, and I realized that yes I was smiling again. I Laughed again. He came like a heavy wind, making me want to fly again in the air free from all the pain and hurt. He came like an aroma of happiness. He gave me the true essence of friendship. The true meaning of promises. I felt hope again. I dared again. I loved again. Coz now I was not afraid of falling as I knew he was there to support me as a brother, protect me as a father, care for me as a lover and stay with me as my best friend.
Yes, he stayed, Manik stayed. After What Shrey and Aisha did, I stopped believing in the word friendship. For me Aisha and Shrey were someone I actually believed would never leave. But they eventually did. Now I moved on from those friends, those feelings, that part of my life.

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Heyaa guyss I know many of you must be wanting to kill me for not updating soon but I had no choice, studies caught me for a really long time. Also I was busy updating posts on my blog rashibajaj12.blogspot.com I hope you all would like that too. And I'll try and be regular in updating.
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