Why, why can't I comfort him.... Why can't I?! Why I can't?! Why am I shitty at doing everything I try to?! Why am I such a shitty friend sometimes and I can't even try to stop him from trying to off himself?! Why can't I?! Am I that stupid?! Why can't I do anything correctly and not everything incorrectly?! Why am I this stupid.... Why can't I be normal like everyone else.... WHY AM I THIS STUPID?! WHY CANT I COMFORT SOMEONE AND TRY TO STOP THEM FROM TRYING TO KTS! WHY CANT I BE THAT PERSON THAT DOES THAT?! WHY CAN'T I STAY WITH EVERYONE AND NOT LOOSE SOMEONE?! am I destinated to be alone forever?!
