you've to get over your online's friend attempt! It was a few months ago and you know they did survive! Get over it, Umi"
No, I can't, this person (not mentioning them) is to important for me and the day that happened made me feel like I was the worst online friend that one could ever have becuase I couldn't stop them for trying to do it. I still can't get over it and even if they forgave me for leaving me alone for a while after their attempt (I forgave them too) I still feel shitty, like It could've been me..... I made a lot of vents in that times when that happened (some of my online friends may remember about that) in my old channel.... I repeated to myself every day that it was false.... That they were joking on me to feel bad (I HAD AN EXPERIENCE LIKE THAT ONCE AND ITS NOT PRETTY) and other thoughts.... Am I overreacting? No, I'm saying the truth....
