Always yours

In my room

 "Well, you see, I have a problem. You know, that I had studied at this school two and a half years ago. I had a relationship, but it wasn't like any ordinary relationship. "

"Babe, what did I tell you about that look? "Ryder looks at me with disgust. "Why you don't like my look. It's a casual look!" I drop my arms. I have a beautiful sunflower dress, white Converse. Light makeup, long wavy brown hair. Small golden accessories. I look so lovely. "Lanny, you look like you're 8! You should wear that black dress!" Ryder spit it out angrily." NO! I DON'T WANT TO BE EXPOSED IN FRONT OF EVERYONE!" I screamed at him."You don't love me.... What are you now cheating on me? " A dragger met my young, innocent heart. I feel tears in my eyes. "What do you mean? Just because I didn't wear a slut-type dress, it doesn't mean that I don't love you!" I shouted at him. Ryder just stared at me with his ice blue eyes. "Are you going to say something?" I ask him. Ryder just gave the silent treatment. I got up, took my jacket and bag. When I'm about to walk down the stairs, I was pushed. I fell down and lost consciousness. I woke up, and my head hurts like hell. I got up and tried to go outside. But I couldn't go out for two days. Those were the most painful days ever. I remember that I had woken up, Ryder ran to me, gave me water to drink. He was a sweet and loving boyfriend. But that was an act in front of his mother.

When she left, I realized that he was not a loving, caring boyfriend. Ryder was a monster. He made me feel dirty and unloved. Ryder did a lot of dirty things to me. He took away from me my respect for me, my virginity. He fucked up my mental health. Ryder Wayne raped me.

"Well, that is my story. Haha! I can laugh about it. But I used to cry about it. It's just a fun fact." I said like it was a funny story. Aaron looked at me with horror. He put his hand on my thigh, looking in my face for allowance. I nodded. "Oh my God. And what did you and your aunt do with him? You didn't punish him? Or something else?" He asked with amazement but also with fear. "Uhhh... Ryder claimed that I begged him. I was overreacting! Can you imagine how much I was overreacting - " I put my fingers up to count. "I was in hospital every second week. Something was broken or out of place. Once I got a huge head trauma. It was so serious that doctors didn't check me out for two months. Imagine? And I'm overreacting. I 've got burns. I woke up, and I saw my hair chopped off. I was left naked. " I laughed about it. Aaron was staring at me. Aaron looks really angry. "Fuck! You didn't deserve it. You didn't deserve it. I'm so sorry... It just makes me fucking mad, 'cause no girl should be treated like shit! It boils my blood so fucking bad. Like it makes me so red."

We drove to my house from behind. The house had 3 floors. Plus it had a garage.  I drive into the garage. We step out of the car. I take my stuff. I hand out my hand. Aaron took my hand and squeezed it softly. I look at Aaron and give him a weak, but loving smile. We went up the stairs. I gave Aaron a little tour. I brought him to the third floor, which is my floor. My aunt lived in neighbours. We didn't find it strange, because she had her own family. 

We went to the end of the floor. Aaron was silent the whole time. He had a  
mysterious face. I couldn't read him. Usually, I can read everyone, like an open book. " A piece of your thoughts, may I ask ?" Aaron looks at me, and I think that I had forgotten how to breathe. His brownie eyes are not brownies anymore. They are almond brown. Oh god, I think or it actually happened, but his eyes grew wider. Like adrenaline wide. I couldn't see his almon eyes anymore. "Aaron?" I whispered. He didn't say anything. Aaron was just hypnotizing me. Then I get it. I look down. Everything has got crystal clear. I took his hand and opened the doors.

I bringed him into my room, shut the door close. I pushed him into doors. His lips crushed into my lips. Jesus. For all reason, I know now that it's a craving, not a crush. He tasted like mint chocolate. I could never get enough of him. That's the reason why I hate him. His strong arms wrapped around my waist. My one hand holds on his neck, and the other one slides in his hair. He picked me up, my legs wrapped around his waist. " Oh god, what are you doing to me'' Aaron asked, looking in my eyes. " I did nothing. " I whispered. His face is buried in my neck, kissing the soft spot. I sighed and started to pull his hair harder. Shit, I have some kind of impact on him. I felt his hardness, and I can't control myself anymore. I want him more.

"Aaron," I whispered. "Ian. My second name is Ian, love. I'm Ian for you and only you." He whispered. " Ian, let's take it to the bed." He chuckled. I can see how hard he's trying to control himself. I know that he wants to rip off all the  clothing of me. My legs are still wrapped around his waist. He brings me to my bed and lays me down. I pull off his shirt. Aaron's hands went under my vest, scribbling my bra. "Already?" I chuckled. "Yeah, I need you. Now." He chuckled also. His breath is tickling me. He takes off my vest. He gasped. Oh, I forgot about my tattoos.

I have a lot of little tattoo's on my body. But my collarbone has one of the largest tattoos. It's a snake, twisting around. He lays down and starts to kiss it. I feel his hand making its way back down there.
Aaron opened my pants. His hand slipped in my panties. It feels so good. I don't want to end this feeling ever. I close my eyes in amaze. I feel adorable. But at the same time, panic has come. Then I remember Ryder. I remembered the way, how he treated me. That I don't trust anyone anymore.

I open my eyes wide. I feel the known feeling down there. I look at him, feeling fear and panic. Aaron catches my look. "Aaron, please. C-c-can, you get off me?" I shudder. At first, he looked very dissatisfied. He got off and sat at the end of the bed. "I'm sorry," I whispered. I pulled on some kind of shirt and went in the bathroom. I looked at the mirror. I opened the cabinets and took out my pills. I already took a double pill. I don't want to think anymore. I swallowed it.

When I went back to the bedroom, nobody was there. But I found a piece of paper. I gasped. On the paper was written something like this. "You can't hide from me. Get ready for your punishment. ~ Ian"

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