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Chapter 1 Episode 13

~~~Y/N's POV~~~

I step foot inside my house,making some noise while closing and locking the door behind me,I go towards the living room still welled up in my own thoughts.

I didn't knew that they had a connection with that monster...what would have happened if I would kill him with the glass, if I would have decided to do dangerous things?What if I hadn't stopped just with a scratch,he could have ended up badly,since he was sensitive to everything as a monster...I did figure that thing while Talia was talking about it.

I find myself sitting on the couch with my head on my hands,my eyes wide till:

"You wouldn't have done anything to him,you couldn't with just shattered glass."

"Huh?"I raise my head looking at the person and it was,my...dad

"How did you-"the realization hit me, while he was sitting on the armchair.

"Did you just read my thoughts?But I thought I had done the magic.."I really thought that I had done the magic to not let others read my thoughts

"You are letting yourself slip away,you thought like that but the whole time you weren't safe.What if someone else reads you're thoughts?You are not like this."
As he sighs and puts a hand on his forehead,I reply

"Yea I know but-"

"No,you weren't going to kill him,the monster might have been sensitive but not too much and you let that fact slip too didn't you?"He interrupted me and I put my head on my hands again

"Sorry,I-I really am not thinking straight right now..."a tear slipped from my face but I wipe it even if he can't see it,I need to be strong...but right at that moment when I thought that he hadn't noticed,he-

"What have I said to you when you were six years old?"He looked at me,even if I couldn't see it,I could feel his brows furrowing and I responded

"The thing that I haven't forgotten for years.'Forget the sensitive side,be strong no matter what!'..."
And it is true,I haven't forgotten this for years cause everytime tears slipped down my cheeks,he would remember that to me.

"Yes and you aren't doing it!"I raise my head confronting him.

"But I-I-I am doing it!"

"No you are not,you are letting you're sensitive side win,if you would do be doing that,then you won't be here crying over something so useless!"

I furrowed my brows at him and replied
"Something useless!?What if had kill him!?What if he was as sensitive as I am thinking?!Then I wouldn't even be able to speak to  those girls!Even if I would be able to speak to Iris,after a short time they would drain her away with all the powers and fights!!"I let some tears slip down my cheeks but I wipe them fast.

"You are making it serious for nothing!!You know you would be able to speak again,there is always a way but there isn't always a way if you die someday!That's why you have to train,if you don't train then someone else will be able to read you're thoughts!!"

I can't believe him,only training again...but he is right,if I slipped this time with him then it means that all the day my magic wasn't working and I need to train physically too...

"..." I don't say anything but I just let tears slip down my cheeks as dad...as he looks at me and gets up from the armchair

"It's 7:59 PM,so just go to rest,we will talk later." he walks away and I get up from the couch

"Train me,right now.You haven't trained me for a long time,just mom,but mom isn't like you..." Mom isn't merciless even that she trains me like every second and that its hard,but she isn't merciless,she tries at least to show some feelings...

"So please train me,I don't care that it's time to sleep-"and then I find myself in the Training Room but I don't see him anywhere

"We started since I brought you here" then a diamond comes out below me,sending me into the air,before I fall down,I make a small diamond and I put just a little black magic in it that makes it like snake's poison,he taught me this himself.

As I shoot him,he turns towards me looking at me as I ended on the ground perfectly,like a cat.

"Good,but not good enough" then the dad that I shot with the poison,it was a just a little shadow clone,like always.

"Haha" I laugh before I decide to read his thoughts.
'On the right,pin him to the ground and shoot him'
I say it in my mind,cause I know that he was reading my thoughts, and then I got to the left and pinned him to the ground,putting on him the poison diamond but as soon as I did that,he disappeared and then,as expected as it was,he was behind me,he grabbed my wrists and putted on me the diamond.

"Defeated."then he let's me free and I rub my wrist,the bandaged wrist.

"You need to improvise more Y/N,the 10 year old little tricks won't work on your dad,remember that."then he left,leaving me and my thoughts in the Training Room,as always.

Well,it wasn't bad that I tried those little tricks when I was 10 years old...it helped me a little.

...

I make my way to my room,more correctly to the bathroom cause I decided to take off the old bandages which it was a pretty bad idea cause they hurt more now and I trying to wash them wasn't making it any better.

After washing my 'old' wounds,I wear my pj's and got straight in the bed,it was very hot so I didn't need any blankets...but for now let me have a good sleep.

                  ♡♡♡♡A/Note♡♡♡♡

    Hi,I did it short or not I don't know that's up to you to decide but anyways love to yall and goodbye!❤️👋☺️