Watch me be Wicked (FaPezBerry)

Chapter 14

A/N- yes the song chapters will end and become more spread after this/ the next one possibly. It is Glee though and titles after a musical. I do not know what you expected.

-Santana pov-

We are at our first destination of the tour. It is a sold out place in Chicago, Illinois. I have no idea what we are going to sing or do honestly. I am tired and so is everyone else.

I look at Rachel to see she is kind of out while on her phone. I walk over and look over her shoulder. I feel guilty up to the point I see a nude picture on it. It is her a few messages above. A new text comes in talking about her body.

I quickly walk away as the group is setting up for the first performance. I am out of my mind right now but I make my way to the stage. I hear my name called but people cheering blocks it out soon. I know I may regret everything but I need to do this.

-Santana singing-New Directions-

There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch, it's bringing me out the dark
Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go 'head and sell me out and I'll lay your shit bare
See how I leave with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do

There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch
And it's bringing me out the dark

The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
And you played it, to the beat
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

Baby, I have no story to be told
But I've heard one on you
And I'm gonna make your head burn
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Make a home down there
As mine sure won't be shared

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
The scars of your love remind me of us
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
And you played it, to the beat
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
But you played it, with a beating

Throw your soul through every open door (woah)
Count your blessings to find what you look for (woah)
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold (woah)
You'll pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow (woah)
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
We could have had it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
It all, it all, it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
And you played it to the beat
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

But you played it
You played it
You played it
You played it to the beat.

The crowd cheers as the New New Directions go up on stage to fill time. I walk past our group as they ask questions. I can only see two faces though. One is visibly upset and the other has tears.

"Who the fuck was the person you sent the messages to Rachel?!" I step in between them "Do not save her San! She cheated on us!"

"That was a cancer doctor"  She nods as tears fall down her face "What was said Rachel?"

"He said" She shakes her head "I need to go out and perform"

She pushes past us and goes to the stage. I look over and see her phone on sitting on top of a table. I sigh and walk over to the phone. I pick it up and feel sick at what I read.

"San?" I turn and hand the phone to Quinn "Rachel....Cancer....Oh no"

"Our girl has to be going to get tests done and she did not tell us she needed them done soon!" I feel tears fall down my face "What do we do? How do we go about all of this Quinn? We just got her! I am not going to lose her! I-I can not lose her!"

"I know" Quinn pulls me into her as she comforts me "We both need her now but she needs us more"

"We both were upset at her" I sniffle "It only clicked as a reason why she never talked to me or you about it"

"We can not force her to go back" I look up angrily "We can not San...She is an adult and she can only make this choice herself"

I break down all over again as does Quinn.

-Rachel pov-

I stand watching my girlfriends break down thinking they know why. It is not me though and not why I am sad. He saw something at Santana and when he ran some blood tests on a 'blood donation' we did, he found his answers. He wants her to go in now but how do I tell her?

"She needs to know Rachel" I look over at Blaine "Things could get worse before better"

"I know but how do you say you lied about something and that lie revealed you have cancer?" He frowns and I sigh "We have a show to put on"

He places a hand on my shoulder as we fake smile our way through it. Playing on is what I am good at right?