Timeline: still on the date , Saturn POV .
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" I don't know what to feel but I know I love him" Berry said, I don't know what love is but this is not love .
" Really that's what you call love" I said "yes maybe" Berry said,did I get her that drink "I blocked all my friends for him , he did things that felt weird, I remember when he called me fat so I didn't eat food for weeks I just ate two sandwiches a day or just one a day , he played with my feeling so many times and then says I am bad girlfriend , in public acts so nice to me and I let do this things happen because... " Berry said as tears came down her face.
" I don't think that is love" I said looking at her playing with my ice cream " My mother said love changes for what care of couples uses it like there is love at first sight , soulmates , friends to lovers and then enemies to lovers or childhood love . What I mean is that they are other people who could love you and do not use like a toy" I said holding her hands
"Then when will they come " she said wiping her tears " I don't know" I said taking her hands so we can dance .
She put her hands in my shoulder and we started dancing while listening to the song.
I lost my balance I hurt my leg we sat back down and finished our ice cream then left she carried me like her bride It was impressive because she was drunk .
We waited for Sally outside the restaurant . After 8 minutes he came we got in the car she put me in the back seat softly like she was afraid to hurt me then she sat next to me.
She fell asleep put her head in my shoulder and she was drowning if it was anyone else I with have woken them up. I don't know why but I started feeling butterflies in my stomach.
Maybe if I did have feelings for her she will never love me and I will never let her love me because she doesn't know what I do in my personal time or what care of family I came from.
But some part of me wants her all to myself and I feel like something bad happened when I loved some one before but I never loved someone before my brain says it never happened before but soul and heart felt something bad had happened before .
But I will never..
Never
Have blood in my hands again.
I didn't even notice when we made it to her house I tried to wake her up and then I looked at her phone and saw that her boyfriend was texting her something like * come on babe I sorry* when I opened the car door saw Andrew waiting for Berry.
I came out of the car even though my leg hurt, I walked up to him leaving Berry in the car .
"Hi there" I said to Andrew " hi have you seen Berry " he asked "while I was on a date with her, she is sleeping in the car " I answered he's question.
" What do you mean by date " he said like he didn't hear me properly " I mean we had a date since you can't treat your girlfriend right " I said look at him.
" What the fuck do you care that bitch needs to be treated like that " he said finally showing his true colours.
" And you should know the next time you even try touching her I will kill you" he said thinking he could be scary in my eyes.
"And you should know I have a gang and a friend in Night loops" he said , he doesn't know I rule that place.
" While they call me the princess of war or the poisoned sword " I said using that tone people are scared of , they described it as having poison in my mouth.
He looked surprised at that, I could feel his pride getting lower "are you here to kill me then" he asked nervously.
I said nothing to that I just smiled at him and that made him more afraid.
" Hi guys " I heard Berry say then I started focusing on her "oh nothing right Andrew" I said looking at Andrew "yeah" Andrew said .
" Ok I am going inside the house" Berry said looking away "let's follow her inside come on" I said looking at Andrew.
We were inside her house , her mum was asleep and she looked like she wanted to sleep too, I texted Sally that not coming back to the apartment tonight , Berry went to the bathroom to brush teeth.
" Look Andrew I will not be the one to kill you but I know she will be the one to kill you" I said point to the bathroom door where Berry was.
Andrew left and berry showed me her room and her room was filled with movie pictures and cartoons.
Her bed was big for both of us to sleep in.
I felt her arms hugging my back, when I was younger I used to complain about how I felt cold then my mum will give me three hoodies so I will not feel cold when it is night I will always feel cold but this is the first time actually feeling warm because of Berry hugging my body in her sleep.
Christmas is coming soon so it means I will need to see my family special this year and because I have no choice.
The Christmas aura is coming soon and the next time I update it will be Season 2 . Please check this story: elemental spy's. Please tell me if I made a mistake and please vote.
