Chapter One

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Have you ever wondered how your death would be? Would it be painful, would anyone care if your dead or not, would  your parents care, would your friends go to your funeral, would they cry over you or would they  just not  care to show up, would th...

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Have you ever wondered how your death would be? Would it be painful, would anyone care if your dead or not, would  your parents care, would your friends go to your funeral, would they cry over you or would they  just not  care to show up, would they talk about you even
when you're gone, would they say you were the nicest person they ever met or would they talk shit about you the first chance they get? But to be honest these are just rhetorical questions to feed up my ego cause in reality at the end of the day you're going to be roting 6 foot underground and noone is going to remember anything about you. This  isn't something to care about  my dear friends cause this, is, just the cycle of life, you get brought into a cruel miserable world and then you get taken away of that world the moment you open and, close your eyes.

"Hope, get your nose from that book and come help us pack we don't have all day we're leaving in a hour" . My mom drags me out of my thoughts, I was really enjoying my little monolog it was quite nice.

"Jesus woman I'm packing, give me a break" How the heck did she know I was reading. I swear mother's have superpowers, they just know everything,.. well not everything I take that back.

Oh did I mention that the reason I'm packing is because my dear beloved mother found another dude that apparently she really likes (it's not like this is the 4th time she's said this) and she's going to move in with him while she ships me away with her boyfriends son to a fucking boarding school a goddamn boarding school.
Apparently this school will give me a really good chance of getting into a good college, which indeed I do not need. I already have a well paid job which I like  and I'm not planning of quitting anytime soon. And has she not seen teenager shows kids with a status like mine tend to get bullied by the cool hot kids, so cliché but they always hit.

A knock on the door gets my attention. These people really are going to be the death of me can't someone have some peace, and quite with their own head without getting interrupted?

" You can come in" The moment the door opens I can smell the sweetcologne of the person that enters the now empty room of mine . Of fucking course it's Kai.
Here's something about Kai he's not a bad kid he's surprisingly very supportive of our parents, and really fond of me which I still don't get why he likes me I'm not even nice to him. I don't really like him like come on the dude is a walking sunshine. He's always smiling, helping around with everything he can, to energetic, talks to much, has wayyyy to many friends, like on a serious note how can someone be known by so many people, look at me I barely have one friend which I don't get to see her anymore because of this idiotic idea of moving out. AND let's not mention the amount of girls that are  over him, you can see the drool escaping their mouths.
Kais mother left him and his father the moment she gave birth to him (what a shitty parent she is hopefully she is roting in hell right now) apparently she wasn't ready to be a mother yet, she didn't fulfill her dreams yet, I guess she shouldn't have been spreading her legs around then.
Anyway back to Kai forget her ugly ass, he's pretty tall like 6 foot 3 which compared to my 5'3 frame it makes me look like an ant, he has medium length hair, dark brown eyes and a very good face structure. I'm kind of jealous to be honest, he has a fucking sharp jawline and I'm left with my double chin Aka Jerry. We have a hate love relationship with Jerry.

"Hello earth to Red" he recalls, im sorry what did he just call me?

" What'd you want" I reply harshly. And what's up with the nickname?

"  Someone woke up at the wrong side of the bed today and I like calling you Red cause you know red hair and everything, anyway I said get your stuff ready we're about to leave".

" I'll be there in a bit I have to grab 1 more thing and loose the name. " I reply to him. He  rools his eyes and gets out of my now empty room.

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After about 10 minutes later everything is ready and set to go. I'm really over this I could be doing something else right now like taking a nap. Ohh how I would love a nap right now it sounds so good, whoever discovered naps you are a fucking genius I don't care what others think I worship you, I would kiss you right now,. Oh my God I need some sleep ASAP I'm saying things I can't comprehend anymore this shit is getting into my head.

"Alright everybody great work we're finally ready to leave this dirty place, a big applause to us."

" Well your girlfriend did spent most of her life in this shit hole Jack so if I were you I would lower my voice if you don't want to get dumped by my sweet, lovely mother right now. "

" Umm sorry was that to much, I didn't mean to come out harsh I'm just really excited I get to bring home two of my favorite women". Jack replies excitingly. I can see why mom likes him, he's very sweet to her and me and treats my mother with respect something she really needs and most certainly deserves, but if he does even the stupidest thing to break my moms heart I will get my hands dirty and I would do it with pleasure.


" It's fine don't worry about it, bu-" the moment I was about to give him a life threatening talk if he ever decides to hurt my mother I get rudely interrupted by her herself. Can't she see I was about to traumatize the poor man.

" Yes mom" I shout a reply.

" Did you put away Noah's  stuff" at that moment my stomach takes a turn something that has become a normal thing now I'm kinda embarrassed to admit that I'm still not used to hearing his name around anymore, it still hurts.

I barely return a yes to her which thank God she didn't notice, she can't know I'm not over it, that I will never be over it, it will break her heart. She thinks I got better well little did she know she has a Oscar worthy actress for a daughter.

 
Everyone gets inside their cars but unfortunately my mom is taking my car
I'm stuck with Kai for the rest of the ride to the airport

Ohh this is going to be a hell of year, I can't wait for it.


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Hi there it's summer break and I'm extremely bored so i decided to expand my writing abilities.
hope get it hope anyway i hope you enjoyed this chapter let's hope i can write the other ones
Love yall

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