Wish I could tell uh!!

look of love!!

Part-2
Days passed!!
Mainu started texting Zee again! Askin to come back. Zee was so confused and disappointed too! Zee was sure that she's not goin to fall into that dig again! Bcz one day mainu gave a call and said let's forget everything and please start again, soon after he was so relaxed Nd said lets go somewhere to chill!! Zee felt so uncomfortable! And realised this is not a ryt person. So she let everything go. And said him and his friends that it's all over!! She's fine now. And blocked him.
Mainu was so restless without Zee so he was always at her back asking to talk again. Zee felt bad tht he was so disturbed, she was afraid to fall again.In these holidays, Muzzammil her friend left talking to her for some silly reasons, she let everything go for the sake of her mental health.

After some days
School was reopen!!

Zee was promoted to std Xth! It was her first day! And there were 2 classes XA & XB Zee was not sure in which class she was suppose to be in, her friends from XB was forcing her to be there but Zee was not comfortable, she could not say anything so she was quite.
After some mins.. a tr came and called out her name! Zee!! Zee!! Whos Zee?
The tr was new to Zee as she joined school last yr, she didn't knew Zee!
Zee raised her hand, tr asked her to come out, tr said: Zee this is not the class you're suppose to be in! Let's move to my class XB!! Zee was happy bcz she don't have face her ex for straight 1 yr!
Zee moved in!!
The first thing she saw was QALB ❤️, not even the benches nor the students but the QALB! Every person in the classroom was blurred the Focus was on QALB! She was just lost!!
Then some kids shouted Zee! Zee! Heyyy zeee!! Then she was like ohh yhh hey 👋🏻 there!! Zee found an empty bench in which no was sitting so she sat and thought hushh I can sit alone no Silly chit- chats!
nd bell rang the tr entered! {Tr Shilpa}
This tr is angel! The way she behaves not only with Zee but everyone! [ I still live this tr, and smiles to me with same sweet face!]
She smiled at Zee and said: I guess uh misunderstood, and went to tht class. but it's oky! I got uh😄
Zee smile backed nd said yhh..
Zee was lil unsecured bcz the majority of students were new to her, and few very were her classmates from last class.
Zee's life was so smooth in Xth std
She was out of toxic relationship, she was left with no fear of losing friends or people, she managing her studies, she was good with trs! She was praying! Everything was so good!!!
After some days there was a student council elections!
QALB participated too, but loose the election by few votes. Zee thought shitt I would have not gone home early tht day, bcz I was suffering from high fever. Then students were sent back to classes. Tr Shilpa congratulated the boy who won, and said: QALB I know you were deserving but no worries, try hard for the next time, kya hua agar tum head boy ny bann paye, tum class monitor bann jao. Then tr announced QALB is the new monitor for the class!!!
And asked who wanna become monitor by girls side?
Zee was sure tht she's not goin to be but she still raised her hand, bcz she has never been monitor in her whole damn school life journey!
Tr saw and said: okyyyy!! Zee😊
Zee's mind took few seconds to realise tht she's monitor now! She stood up and said thank you miss.
The only thought popping up onto her mind was,
main QALB se kaise baat kr paungi? This is so embarrassing!!
Then was like, I'm wrong! He has a girlfriend, maybe meenaz? Bcz everyone says they're dating.
Bell rang, tr went and 2nd period started!
But the tr was absent so QALB stood up and said silent class!! Don't make noise, and saw at me and said Zee please see over girls they're talking. Zee's heartbeats were high bcz QALB never talked to her in real! But in chats for a year.
Maybe once in assembly he asked me the mic, I was holding
"Zee mic" and I gave him, that's all.
And shaking her head said "haa"
Meenaz gave a strange look to them!
Day by day they became lil close that QALB used to make jokes and tease her saying: BTS BTS! ( Bcz it was my fvt band before)
Zee was clear that QALB is ntg but just a friend of him! She use to hear some stuff about him that he's not a good boy! He and meenaz broke up bcz he was having another girlfriend who's junior of us!
Zee was shocked and made her mind that no matter what he's not goin into the trap of him.
But QALB was so sweet when he speaks to her, that she used to melt each time they talk!
And QALB used to change his place and row and come and sit in front of her bench, and talk and flirt with her, Zee was so out of her mind that she forget everything and fell into the trap! Zee was so crazy about him that she used to dream of him, make fake scenarios, stare at him, and pictures for longgggg time,
Zee shared all these things to her sisters and they encouraged her saying, thats good!! QALB is very good boy, he's putting efforts towards you! Why don't you give him a chance? And all!
But Zee replied saying:
I already fell for him when I first saw him but rumours Abt him are scaring me the most, they said what if all uh heard was a lie? Just don't think what others say! Just go for it, or else you'll lose him!
And day by day they became so close so much!
And the whole year went smoothly. Friends of QALB used to tease Zee by his name, and she used to like it.
There was science day, and small exhibition in school where QALB was participating, in the hall when Zee was talking to a tr, QALB called her

and said: please tu bhi join kr toh mujhe! Iss exhibition me, I'm alone. Zee said: main?? Kaise? Tr ne tujhe select kiya.
QALB: tu ready h?? Toh Mai baat krta tr se!
Zee: was confused! And replied, ek din me kaise prepare hona?
QALB: hota hame 2 log h, aur topic bhi chota h!
Zee: oky! Done! Speak to tr!
QALB went to tr and said tht he needs partner! And Zee is fine to join him!
Tr agreed!
And next day
The exhibition went well! They didn't won but they spent really good time together!
[I still remember this day with every small detail I spent with him, and it gives me tears!]
And our table was next to rifa who the junior which all the talks were related to Abt her relationship with QALB!
The days went smooth talking to each other like couples! Texting each other all the time, online. And him flirting to her, giving that sweet look!
There was hardly a month left! while talking randomly, QALB mentioned that he's goin to leave Goa once he passes out Xth std.
Idk how true it was but it gave me tears, the boy who I decided not fall for, I decided not get trapped by him, the guys who just flirts with me, didn't even proposed me. Is goin to leave so soon? Zee didn't showed up, and just gave a smile!
Zee went home cried in prayers and asked Allah!
Ya Allah why so? Why i'm so attached to this guy? When I heard about him that he's not good! The guy who flirts with me! nd never mentioned tht he loves me!! But I idiot fell for him! And now he's leaving?
Ya Allah make him mine!
Dont let him go!!
Dont let him go!!
Make me marry him!
Make him love me with his whole heart! Pure intentions! And don't let him play with my feelings!
All the days after this, Zee used to look at him and think how crazy I'm for uh!! I'm addicted to your presence!
How could I'll be able to manage when uh leave.
Since it was ending of the yr. Zee decided to talk Muzammil when he used to ignore her all the times she went, but at last he was her bestie!
She went to him and cried, and cried and some how he talk!
Muzammil was showing Zee so red flag qualities, he can have the no. Of female friends but I can't talk to the guy I love!!QALB! Zee ignored and still chose to talk him, beg him to stay since it was last yr! She was holding the dead bonds
ANDDDDDDDDD the prelim exams were done!!
As the days passed Zee was more tensed thinking abt QALB!
Now it was time for farewell party 🎉
One day a notification pop up!
It was QALB saying: ho gyi Puri preparations for farewell?
Waise tu kiske sath aari farewell pe?
For which Zee replied: the ho gyi preparations! Mai kiske sath aau? Akeli hi aungi!!
Finally the day of farewell
Zee got up took her outfit and make up with to her friend's place! To get ready.
There she saw tht her blouse which she was suppose to wear was burned! Was cried like kid, thinking shittt I can't be to farewell!
Then her friends forced her! So somehow she managed and wore crop top on saare! Which was giving perfect look!
And Zee was late to party and her mood was so irritated she was feeling like she should hit someone on face!
She walking and walking! And almost near to school!!
And heard a horn!
Luckly it was QALB riding a bike!
When Zee turned and saw, he was in blue suit! The sunglasses, and fine hairs! With prettiest eyes ever!!
QALB: sit behind!!
Zee : hein?? Sachme??
QALB: hm hm!!
Zee sat! Smile didn't left her face! When she kept her hand on his shoulder! And he made sure tht she sat? By askin ready? Zee: hmm!
And when they entered campus! There were so many boys clicking pictures in the so called farewell outfits! And when they saw us!! They screamed: ohh ohh ohhh looks at them!! Mainu was there too, with sadness filled in his eyes! And Muzammil with strange face!
Zee saw! Zee got down! And turned, and saw there was tr standing in corridor looking at them, Zee was scared first! Then she thought let it be ab ye kya hi kr legi!!
At the very next moment I realised I left the phone with which I was suppose to get pictures clicked! And thought of standing near school gate till her ammi gets the phone by her cousin farru🌸, bcz my phone's camera was really bad!!
QALB SAW & ASKED: kyu ruki? Andar ny chalna? Entry miss Krni h?
Zee: ammi mere liye phone laaney wali h! Once she get! Mai andar aungi tu jaa!
Then Zee again: heyy QALB tu muje le ja skta? We'll go and get the phone!!
QALB: hmm chal toh!!
He took bike out again!! And she sat they when! And this time Zee hold his waist!! [This moment still gives me butterflies]
And I saw ammi coming to give me phone!!
Since I was sitting Nd he was riding ammi gave me a strange look and said ntg!!
We again went to school!
Clicked pictures!!
And when we entered hall I sat on chair and was hoping tht QALB should sit next to me!!
But QALB went at back!
I was still praying! And QALB called zeeee tere side me jo chair h usme kon baitne wala h?
To which Zee replied: kon ny!!
QALB :mein aau??
Zee : hmm
( Butterflies in stomach)
Zee thanked Allah!!
He came! They clicked pictures!!
Zee recorded some moments! Some she didn't!!
And the students were given a flower attached to pin! And QALB said: mere suit pe laga!!
Zee: hmm de!
( Butterflies in stomach 😭)
It was shy moments! We were so close to each other!!!
Muzamil was disappointed that QALB is next to me!
And what he did? When I called, he ignored! And sat at another row talking to another girl!! Neha!
The program was finished! QALB was clicking pictures with literally everyone! With Rifa too! To which I was disappointed! He also clicked pictures with me but still how can he click pictures with Rifa?
Then we were provided with lunch! Which we had together!
And program came to and end!!!
I was leaving the school!
And QALB said: Zee kaha?? Ruk mai drop krta tujhe!
Zee: no no mai jaatu!
( I was disappointed, and I was also scared tht anyone from my family could see us)
QALB: ny ny mai krta drop chal!!
Zee: hmm ( recited ayat ul kursi ×3 and prayed tht no one could see us)
QALB took off bike! And said: hm bait!
Zee: kaise??( Holding gifts and purse in hand)
QALB: took the stuff, and said ab baith!
Zee, sat and said: main road se ny kisi aur road se chal!
QALB: okyy!!
Bike started! QALB: hold me tightly ha the route is not good!
Zee: hm and removed her hand and hold his waist again!
QALB: tight!!!!
Zee: oky oky!!
He hold him tightly, the route was really bad with ups and downs!
Zee was shy!! QALB saw her face in mirror! And smiled.
Zee was even more shy!!
We reached Nd I got off the bike!
And moved, while climbing stares! QALB called zeee!! Zee saw👀
And raised eyebrows!
QALB: smiled and waved! 👋🏻
Zee: did the same!!
That day was best day for me! Even I cried morning for blouse!
Still the day went amazingly!!

He still didn't proposed me!!

To be continued...........