Mon Amour

T.R.A.U.M.A

"dad.. how's mom?" The question asked by a five year old as he watches his mom lay down on the hospital bed not moving an inch. The man beside him pat his head and said "Mama is going to get well soon okay? Dont worry." Said the man rubbing his son's back. The man asked the boy to leave the room as the doctors and nurses enter the room 107. The door gets closed. The heartbeat of the boy increases as he waits for the result. Couldn't wait he peaked in the room seeing his dad on his knees crying beside the mother of the boy. The boy cried and run to his Dad. He didn't understand what had happened. He didn't understand the word death. He didn't understand why. As he grew older he still thinks about it. Thinking about why his mother died and why not him. Everyday he cried on the floor of his bathroom. He's a weak soul so he froze it. He became so cold with people. His gaze changed. The way he looked at people hugging their mom pissed him off. The way he talked changed. Everyday,weeks, and month he gets quieter. The way he talked to his dad changed. He became rude to everyone even his step mother, brothers except his cousin. Dad really miss his laughter. "Xavier.. are you okay in there? Come down and let's eat breakfast hmm?" Said his dad knocking his door. He woke up and went to open the door. "No.." and closed the door. A simple word. No. Can easily broke his dad heart. The word no can be spoken in a different tone, love,sad,anger,happy, and disgust. Like the emotion in inside out right? Beside that only anger and sadness is in his mind. No love, no happy or joy. "I'll eat when i feel like eating eat!" Said Xavier shouting in be his room. Then, there's a lady came and sit next to him. Marissa. "Teenager, it's okay dear he knows what he's doing okay" said Marissa the wife of Xavier's dad Mr Arlo. They're the sweetest and the most lovely couple. Marissa is a boss at a perfume industry and Arlo is a architect that build the tallest tower in town. A successful partner indeed.
Marissa created and made the best selling perfume. Caramel , vanilla , and citrus? Anything you wish for. 'it takes time dear... Dont worry okay?" Said Marissa after seeing Xavier stormed off to his room. Nine or ten months later Izar was born. Izar Daniel, a good boy , an athlete in school, good in math , soft spoken person , and cute said Ryan. What a Perfect couple. Izar and Xavier dont get close together as much as if they're dogs and cat.

Signed
Xavier.A