My Turning point||•KTH

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Angel's pov

   You tossed and turned in your bed trying so damn hard to find the solace and comfort you always knew but right now it was impossible

Very much impossible cause your heart ached so much,your eyes were puffy from all the crying,your hair a mess sticking in every direction and your whole being feeling numb

Yes,cause you were feeling death inside,your heart shattered in tiny millions fragments unable to be mend again ,your mind foggy unable to comprehend how things ended they way they did

You were reminiscing the break up you had just a few hours ago

Your boyfriend..no ex boyfriend broke up with you few hours ago after giving you some lame shit excuse,you really tried to reason him but nothing could ever change his mind especially when his mom was involved....fucking mom's baby you breathed

You have been crying for over 3hours straight now and you are amazed by your crying skills ,the tears kept pouring and pouring,your pilow is completely wet from all the tears

You really tried to be the big girl everybody expect you to be but right now it fucking hurts to see your world crumble apart and you feel the tears faling more when you think about everything you've been through with him...

It all started as a cheap joke when he said he loved you ,at first you didn't believe him,why? Cause you had the biggest crush ever on him and nobody knew about it not even your best friends,so having him feeling thesame about you was a sick and cheap joke atleast now it is....

*Flashback*

  I was in my room on my king size bed texting away as usual with my crush and goofing around

"You really look stupid when you do that" i replied when he sent me a pic of him doing a horrible expression

"Well,that's a plus for me cause I'm sure you really like stupid people cause you are stupid too,got it hehe" he replied obviously saying a joke i really didn't understand neither the begining nor the end

I rolled my eyes and texted back"eww gross stop trying to be funny you are not and i really won't like you anymore if you keep doing this lame jokes all the time"i say with a small smile knowing it will annoy him cause he thinks he is some hot shit and funny saying lame jokes all the time lol

Ps;Only Wwh Jin jokes are funny;-)

I waited for a while for his reply but soon became anxious cause he was taking too long to reply something which rarely happens,so my heart started beating incredibly fast at the thought that i really offended him,as soon as i was texting away my apology his message came in and i almost screamed when i read over it ,breath hitched

"But i do that because i really love making you laugh your smile is the best part of my day and even if you don't like me ,i really do like you..no scratch that I LOVE YOU ANGEL,BE MY GIRLFRIEND"

I read it over and over and over and over again and tried telling him he sent it to the wrong person even thou my name is clearly written there but i think my brain and heart just malfunctioned

"I think you sent it to the wrong-

"Before you say anything stupid,useless and unserious let me tell you that I'm really serious no goofing around this time i really do love you Angel and i won't take anything less than i love you too as an answer" he said interrupting me from completing my sentence

After reading his reply i smiled,screaming and run all around my room as a deranged girl ,feeling like the luckiest girl out there to have her crush  like her back..

*End of flashback*

  How stupid was i back then huh,smiling and screaming at the top of my lungs,not knowing that 3years later,3 fucking years will mean nothing to him,nothing at all for him to just toss it around like some random piece of paper which was wraped on his burger and covered with sauce...

I kept crying and thinking about everything we had together, from me accepting to be his girlfriend 2 weeks later to us going on dates,creating lots and lots of memoires,me managing to take tons of pictures of him secretly since he really hated them ,going to support him  at every football match he got,spending late nights talking about nature ,our fav movies and animes,him getting jealous over lames shit,fighting and making up less than 1 hour later and all...

3 years with him,it was amazing ,I was over the moon that I won't ever deny, everything felt magical  ,every single memories was worth it then but right now everything hurts,it's cold and dark so so dark...

I was out of my trance when my phone started ringing,I didn't even touch that since 2pm since i was with him and we promised never to use our phones when we were together just focusing on each other,I sigh just thinking about that..I broke so many of my rules just because of him

Right now it was past 9pm and all I've been doing is crying not like i have  better things to do..i pick up my phone and my tears just emerge like a river when I see my lockscreen,it was a picture of us ,I was wearing his Jersey smiling fondly as he kissed me on the forehead shirtless

This was his first match i assisted and he scored 4 goals that day screaming my name in the whole field as he did,I was so happy cause he said I was his lucky charm and pleaded with me never to miss his match ever, I didn't even realise i missed the call until it started ringing again ,I saw the caller id and sighed when I saw the name on the screen

I was my best friend Jimin...

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So first chapter is up i hope you guys will like it
Our Mochi is coming in now stay tuned to see the rest of the members
Thank you for reading the chapter i love you guyss

For whoever is going through a break up like our Angel be strong keep your head high and know someone who deserve you is out there and will come around sooner or later

Stay healthy, remember you are loved and beautiful💜

See you soon...Saranghae🫶